Joey Cope Em
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5'4 here. My sister thinks I am 5'3. Over the past two years I have been gymceling. I quickly realized that going to actual gyms at my height was not a good idea so I invested in all of the home gym equipment that I would need. I'm sure many of you know the process, the routines, the pre workouts, the powders, yeah that was my life for a bit and I was eating chicken and rice. Fast forward to today and I have a lot more muscle than I used to BUT I look like an inflated toy at my height. To make things even worse, I have packed up some fat on top of my muscle so now I look like ridiculous.
Before I was muscular, I feel like people just looked at my height and how skinny I was and assumed I was just some premature born latin american immigrant. I was actually ignored for the most part. Now I am giggled at by women anywhere I go in South Florida. I feel like since I am wider now, I am easier to notice and thus my height is easier to notice. I am also harassed by gay men who bump into me on purpose like how bullies do to intimidate you except they giggle and try to talk to me afterwards. We have a lot of gay men in South Florida and they are fearless in their harassment and pursuit of straight men in public. Since bulking up, I have had multiple gay strangers squeeze my biceps without my consent. I have a good close friend who happens to be gay and he has been subtly bullying me ever since I bulked up. He was never like this when I was skinny. A while back I was doing live feeds for my aquarium room and I dropped a red crab behind one of the setups and I had to get down on my hands and knees to find it and pick it up. My friend was playfully kicking me lightly on my ass and play punching my ribs while I was trying to focus on finding the red crab in low light and picking it up without it pinching me. I was able to pick up the crab but I felt emasculated.
I feel even more incel after bulking on muscle because now I look like a turbomanlet who went tryhard at the gym. I don't regret it though since fishing is my main cope and I feel like I can pull in big catches easier now that I am stronger. I just wish I could be as strong as I am now but have a skinny chest and arms so I could wear a fake grey beard and blend into crowds easier without being looked at.
Any other turbos here (5'5 or less) who have experienced this?
Before I was muscular, I feel like people just looked at my height and how skinny I was and assumed I was just some premature born latin american immigrant. I was actually ignored for the most part. Now I am giggled at by women anywhere I go in South Florida. I feel like since I am wider now, I am easier to notice and thus my height is easier to notice. I am also harassed by gay men who bump into me on purpose like how bullies do to intimidate you except they giggle and try to talk to me afterwards. We have a lot of gay men in South Florida and they are fearless in their harassment and pursuit of straight men in public. Since bulking up, I have had multiple gay strangers squeeze my biceps without my consent. I have a good close friend who happens to be gay and he has been subtly bullying me ever since I bulked up. He was never like this when I was skinny. A while back I was doing live feeds for my aquarium room and I dropped a red crab behind one of the setups and I had to get down on my hands and knees to find it and pick it up. My friend was playfully kicking me lightly on my ass and play punching my ribs while I was trying to focus on finding the red crab in low light and picking it up without it pinching me. I was able to pick up the crab but I felt emasculated.
I feel even more incel after bulking on muscle because now I look like a turbomanlet who went tryhard at the gym. I don't regret it though since fishing is my main cope and I feel like I can pull in big catches easier now that I am stronger. I just wish I could be as strong as I am now but have a skinny chest and arms so I could wear a fake grey beard and blend into crowds easier without being looked at.
Any other turbos here (5'5 or less) who have experienced this?