It's Over brutal trait: you lived a lonely childhood

[shyloser]

The majority of my childhood was spent at home mostly watching tv or doing nothing, when my parent took me to kindergarten I would just sit silently while everyone else is doing what they do and just wait until it's time to go home, same at school but there were more people who literally hated me even though I didn't do anything to them, at break time I would find a good corner to sit until it's time to go back to class and that's how my life went up until now, It's brutal because I genuinely can't comprehend how people make friends or connections and the most brutal thing is that literally nothing has changed even in college.

scary how my life as a child was a perfect simulation of the social patterns I went through and will keep going through until my life is over

 

[subpar genes]

My childhood was good. My adolescence sucked. My early twenties had its ups and downs (mostly downs) and now I'm heading towards my mid-twenties (24 in June).

 

[LeFrenchCel]

People didn't want to go out with you, didn't have any interest in you and didn't have any will to see you outside of class.

It's something we know way too much

 

[fokusin]

I never had a friend my entire life

 

[Qech__]

I genuinely can't comprehend how people make friends or connections and the most brutal thing is that literally nothing has changed even in college.

Welcome to the club. It's lonely here

 

[ItsOverMan]

The majority of my childhood was spent at home mostly watching tv or doing nothing, when my parent took me to kindergarten I would just sit silently while everyone else is doing what they do and just wait until it's time to go home, same at school but there were more people who literally hated me even though I didn't do anything to them, at break time I would find a good corner to sit until it's time to go back to class and that's how my life went up until now, It's brutal because I genuinely can't comprehend how people make friends or connections and the most brutal thing is that literally nothing has changed even in college.

scary how my life as a child was a perfect simulation of the social patterns I went through and will keep going through until my life is over

Yeah it's brutal. I was an only child and had imaginary friends from as young as I can remember (toddler age I guess) to cope with the loneliness. My imaginary friends that I talked to continued through high school and I think in college too. In 7th grade I had 3 imaginary friends I talked to, one girl and two guys. I also had an imaginary guardian angel I talked to in 12th grade (guardian angelmaxxing). I'm NOT schizo either. See this thread:

Incel (Mentalcel?) trait: You had or have imaginary friends you talk to even in teen years and beyond

Since I was an only child, I've been all alone since I was a toddler basically, and I just had imaginary friends to keep me company. But I still had imaginary friends I talked to even well into high school years and college. Like in 7th grade I had 3 imaginary friends I was really close to and...

incels.is

 

[Halloween]

My childhood was good. My adolescence sucked. My early twenties had its ups and downs (mostly downs) and now I'm heading towards my mid-twenties (24 in June).

wtf did you do nigger

 

[borntolose99]

same and i dont know how to change

 

[anotherwastedlife]

i lived a childhood where peers were kind of forced to be my friend out of guilt from teachers so they just bullied me all the time, when school finished i'd come home and just play games watch tv or youtube and newgrounds videos

 

[INVERTER]

My entire childhood was swinging on a swingset listening to music

 

[Ijustwantbehappy]

The majority of my childhood was spent at home mostly watching tv or doing nothing, when my parent took me to kindergarten I would just sit silently while everyone else is doing what they do and just wait until it's time to go home, same at school but there were more people who literally hated me even though I didn't do anything to them, at break time I would find a good corner to sit until it's time to go back to class and that's how my life went up until now, It's brutal because I genuinely can't comprehend how people make friends or connections and the most brutal thing is that literally nothing has changed even in college.

scary how my life as a child was a perfect simulation of the social patterns I went through and will keep going through until my life is over

My childhood was the best time of my life. Those were years when I didn’t have to worry about life and all the crap that happens to me. Those were times when I didn’t have to worry so much about my appearance and this cruel world we live in. Even with all that I still faced problems like bullying, having no friends and loneliness in general

 

[AutismKing]

The majority of my childhood was spent at home mostly watching tv or doing nothing, when my parent took me to kindergarten I would just sit silently while everyone else is doing what they do and just wait until it's time to go home, same at school but there were more people who literally hated me even though I didn't do anything to them, at break time I would find a good corner to sit until it's time to go back to class and that's how my life went up until now, It's brutal because I genuinely can't comprehend how people make friends or connections and the most brutal thing is that literally nothing has changed even in college.

scary how my life as a child was a perfect simulation of the social patterns I went through and will keep going through until my life is over

My life basically. Loneliness and isolation and bullying and rejection etc.
These things all in my development period during childhood, adolescence etc.
Ruined my life

 

[Zionist]

My childhood was good. My adolescence sucked. My early twenties had its ups and downs (mostly downs) and now I'm heading towards my mid-twenties (24 in June).

 

[DeformedDysgenicCel]

People didn't want to go out with you, didn't have any interest in you and didn't have any will to see you outside of class.

It's something we know way too much

 

[Homegrownman326]

My Pre-K days were spent in utter solitude. To this day, I remember that time as uniquely void of social interaction. Kindergarten continued that trend. I made my first real friends in First Grade, but to be honest, I recall little of that time. Elementary school was a fucking blast. I cannot understate how great it was. It was the peak of my life. I had a friend group, and we played all the time at recess. I felt seen by and liked by others. I felt connected to something bigger than myself. So many good memories, I miss them so much. It was the last time in my life that I had stable friendships and a friend group at all. Middle School was the exact opposite. I dropped out of that school and went into various programs until I ended up at a BOCES program in 11th Grade. It was a smaller program, so choosing friends wasn't an option, but it felt like a family and was really good for me. I enjoyed it very much. I left that program for my final two years of school because I thought I had made progress, but I couldn't re-enter a regular school, and basically flunked out and completed an online program. I went to a day program at a hospital for some time during that period, and I made friends there. It was the first time in a long time that I felt like I could socialize. I miss all those programs and schools except for my last two years of high school, as it was extremely lonely and therefore miserable. Now the social interactions weren't all that aside for Elementary school but it was at least something. Having graduated, my life is nothing but utter solitude.

 

[psycho123]

My childhood was shit, adolescence shit, even twenties are even more terrible with a bazillion more responsibilities than both combined. tried to make friends during highschool, didnt work out that well. they somewhat talked to me during class and that is the furthest my "friend" relationships got, they were more like acquaintances or classmates. But beside those interactions, I became socially mute and always kept to myself barely uttering a word to anyone.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Yes sadly
Always alone

 

[shyloser]

tried to make friends during highschool, didnt work out that well. they somewhat talked to me during class and that is the furthest my "friend" relationships got

It's like they don't want to be associated with you, or to them you are just a backup "friend" when they feel bored

I became socially mute and always kept to myself barely uttering a word to anyone.

honestly, I can't imagine anyone going through all that rejection and isolation and still be able to talk to other humans, people think it's just trivial and that anyone can do it and they even start forming false preconceptions against you, but they don't understand anything about you or your life, because they never to go through this, nothing will ever top a literal lifetime of experience that proves that you just aren't fit to survive in a social environment

 

[TaintedSpawn900]

OOH BRADAER, just dress differently and have manners, don't have a big ego, and reach for the stars.
Don't ever get up