DeformedDysgenicCel
In the darkness i shall hide
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Everyday when i sit next to someone in the bus, or when i'm standing next to someone on a crowded bus, sometimes i get some unfortunate and infuriating reactions: the person standing or sitting next to me close their eyes, or does the sign of the cross when I'm next to them.
Like, i am that ugly for them? This offends me, but they don't care anyway. I'm not harming anyone. I don't fucking understand man.
But the most brutal is when they do the sign of the cross. It's just too brutal to witness this if you are that ugly. Everyday this happens, and i got the two reactions in the bus yesterday when i was going to home.
It's mind and heart crushing. I wish i could rot in my bed instead of going outside. Now the fucking job is taking all my time while this kind of thing happens to me in the bus.
Like, i am that ugly for them? This offends me, but they don't care anyway. I'm not harming anyone. I don't fucking understand man.
But the most brutal is when they do the sign of the cross. It's just too brutal to witness this if you are that ugly. Everyday this happens, and i got the two reactions in the bus yesterday when i was going to home.
It's mind and heart crushing. I wish i could rot in my bed instead of going outside. Now the fucking job is taking all my time while this kind of thing happens to me in the bus.





