AtrociousCitizen
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Depends on how you define worth.
How much people value having you in their lives.Depends on how you define worth.
I don't care about the intersubjective value others apply to me; there have been plenty of cases in the past wherein groups were stripped of their value, and yet it doesn't change the fact they still had it. If I defined my worth based on the perception of other people then I would have snuffed myself out by this point.How much people value having you in their lives.
Same, I can slowly feel my heart giving up.I dont eat anymore, barely slept each day 2-3 hours last entire week, im going insane.
Same. I only consume energy drinksSame, I can slowly feel my heart giving up.
What other worth matters when all you want in life is companionship?I don't care about the intersubjective value others apply to me; there have been plenty of cases in the past wherein groups were stripped of their value, and yet it doesn't change the fact they still had it. If I defined my worth based on the perception of other people then I would have snuffed myself out by this point.
You're me from past year.Same. I only consume energy drinksi lost so much weight. I hope that it will kill me one day.
Sometimes i dont know should i laugh or should i cry. I can barely recognize myself in the mirror. At least some good of it, leanmaxxing.You're me from past year.
I still often forget about eating.
I barely recognised myself during ultra exhausting job along with advanced depression. I've lost idk, 20 kgs when normally i weight 80Sometimes i dont know should i laugh or should i cry. I can barely recognize myself in the mirror. At least some good of it, leanmaxxing.
I lost about the same in the last 2-3 months, im around 74kg. My job is also exhausting but braindead so the time passes fast.I barely recognised myself during ultra exhausting job along with advanced depression. I've lost idk, 20 kgs when normally i weight 80
Hopefully i got finally a normal workplace, and i'm stuffing myself with pizzas, candies or other junk food.
Foodcope is nice. One of few good sides of life.I barely recognised myself during ultra exhausting job along with advanced depression. I've lost idk, 20 kgs when normally i weight 80
Hopefully i got finally a normal workplace, and i'm stuffing myself with pizzas, candies or other junk food.
Even this they're going to take away from me.Foodcope is nice. One of few good sides of life.
Brutal, for me the prices are getting worse by the minute. 1kg of pork is 10 eur jfl. I need to find a better job.Even this they're going to take away from me.
Almost every snack i like is going down from shelves, only normie slop remains which i find disgusting/bland.
For good food i have to go to Germany 200 kms away.
I’ve been on energy drinks for a few months too NGL THOUGHSame. I only consume energy drinksi lost so much weight. I hope that it will kill me one day.
One of few lifefuelsI’ve been on energy drinks for a few months too NGL THOUGH
Same, at this point its not even exaggerating or figure of speech, i honestly wish so hard that i was dead.I'd be better off dead
Me too but I don't have a gun unfortunatelySame, at this point its not even exaggerating or figure of speech, i honestly wish so hard that i was dead.
Same, this second if i had one, i wouldn't hesitate a single secondMe too but I don't have a gun unfortunately
Nope me neither.Same, this second if i had one, i wouldn't hesitate a single second
I don’t TBH, ldar is comfy :3Same, at this point its not even exaggerating or figure of speech, i honestly wish so hard that i was dead.
Dust in the windI am but a speck of dust in this world. I do not mean anything to anyone, and my inevitable departure from this world will not be noticed nor cared
Im glad for you.I don’t TBH, ldar is comfy :3
We have worth boyo. Can't articulate it better atm but i know we do.We dont brother, we are worthless, we are not good enough to have worth. Sad but true. We cant decide our own value, just see how much others need us and want us. Zero.
Still alive broHow are you feeling? Hows health going?
I can only quote this cause there’s noting valuable I could possibly add to itI woke up and just hit me, we are completely, utterly worthless, we dont bring anything to the fucking table. And im not saying just for relationship but for friendships also. Most of us are tongue tied boring autists.
Think realistically, once you walk out from someones lives, did they lose anything? Is their life in any way worse? Truth is that we did them a favor. Theyre better off without us. And they know it. Thats why people ghost us. Thats why people rarely/never reach out to us. Thats why everyone are ok with losing us.
"Men are worthless" not theyre not, not as much as we are.
We are just sad little creatures sitting in their room, pondering about life and others, but the truth is that we dont matter, we could dissapear this second and literally nothing would change.
Sorry for using "we" as i not sure can anyone relate.
Im in the same exact situation as u are rnEveryone will eventually fade away. I think the isolation is needed to remind ourselves of who we are.
Once I lost all of the fake friends I had in high school it felt like a weight was lifted. I didn't have to put on a mask anymore.
I discovered the blackpill soon after that and this forum as well. Even though I didn't receive a "normal" life I'm still happy I found myself in the process.
It just takes time, but being alone is much better then being around normies.
You didnt read the fucking thing dont you?This is 10000% true, it's why men are starting to become femboys/trans because they realized just how fucked it is to be a guy.
We are just cannon-fodder.
a bit of a cuckold take. don't internalize normalfag judgment too hard. just by being on this forum you've transcended the average normshit tremendously![]()
I am but a speck of dust in this world. I do not mean anything to anyone, and my inevitable departure from this world will not be noticed nor cared
It has it's pros and cons. Some days are harder then others.Im in the same exact situation as u are rn
Yeah. Sometimes, often, is unbearable hell.Some days are harder then others.![]()
I feel exactly the same. We are so desperate for a love of a foid. I admit, i want it more than literally anything else in the world.I'm worthless until a hole loves me, and that's not going to happen, so I exist until I'm dead.
Nah, you try to make it out to be as if normies are some kind of interesting people that engage in meaningful exchanges. When in reality they are empty boring lookist npcs and nothing else. The only thing you don't have that they do is looks. I mean if you are super autistic and boring that sucks but you are only speaking for yourself there.
I am but a speck of dust in this world. I do not mean anything to anyone, and my inevitable departure from this world will not be noticed nor cared
TrvkeThis is 10000% true, it's why men are starting to become femboys/trans because they realized just how fucked it is to be a guy.
We are just cannon-fodder.
where did you go? nice post to come back on
society's worth? or our own worth?Depends on how you define worth.
i can't love an foid anymore. but the truth will set you free. you shouldn't pursue for the love of an foid anymore. you need to realize that you will be alone and die alone with nobody there to step for you. it may take an few years for them even to find your bodyI feel exactly the same. We are so desperate for a love of a foid. I admit, i want it more than literally anything else in the world.
GigabasedLive out of spite, and cope how you like, everyone who has a problem can eat shit or meet my pocket knife if they try to annoy me too much (in real videogame mecojango)
My rational mind tried to accept it, still i cant. I cant stop hopingi can't love an foid anymore. but the truth will set you free. you shouldn't pursue for the love of an foid anymore. you need to realize that you will be alone and die alone with nobody there to step for you. it may take an few years for them even to find your body![]()
Well said. I never had a friend irl, not even close. No one ever made any effort or showed any interest in being my friend. We just go through this life totally alone. But at least we all have our brocels. Even if we dont know each other, theres this experience that connects all of us.That's the soul crushing part. While everyone intuitively sticks to others, with interests and stuff, and you are unable, like a completely smooth ball just skimming by not attaching to anything. Some people are sticky, some are magnetic, others electric, others have shapes that align and hold together, others move in a way where inertia drives them together, others attach by chemical and termal reactions. We? Nothing. There is nothing to us. And the symptoms of our inadequacy is trueceldom. That's the message we are getting every single second. There is something so wrong that people won't even bother to acknowledge it and throw pity like for retarded folk. We are to be despised.
I know I’m worthless but I don’t care.





