Brutal brutal random childhood memory

[zerozerozero]

i remember a day at school on lunch break, probably around grade 3.

while the other kids were playing and socializing with each other, i was sitting on a seat behind a toilet block, playing catch with myself, bouncing a baseball off of the brick wall.

i wasnt bothering anybody. i doubt anyone even knew i was there, let alone gave a shit.

but then this fucking old mayowhore teacher just had to walk past.

she asked to look at the ball i was playing with, so i handed it to her.

upon inspecting the baseball, she said "you cant bring this to school, its too hard, if it hit somebody it would hurt them".

i should have said DUMB WHITE BITCH WHO THE FUCKS IT GOING TO HIT???? IM SITTING HERE BY MYSELF BOUNCING IT OFF A FUCKING WALL!!!

but i was too high inhib.

i said "okay", and put the ball into my backpack.

for the remainder of the lunch break, i sat alone in silence.

 

[MoggedByALoli]

Brutal. Stupid women ruin all fun [male] activities. Who cares if someone gets hurt? It's better to have some fun with a little risk than to be a complete bore in safety. God, this is what is wrong with this world. Women come into male spaces and slowly ruin it overtime. Usually, it happens when one of the men brings their girlfriends over and thus dooms the hobby and activity.

 

[zAdil]

she had fun bullying you. If it was a chad she would have taken him to her office to have sex

 

[VideoGameCoper]

That sucks. I remember I was someone's birthday party in 4th or 5th grade and we were playing hide and seek. Guess what? I hid so fucking well nobody found me and they forgot about me. I'm the guy who wins hide and seek because the others forget I'm even playing. At that same birthday party, they were all hanging out and I just didn't fit in, so I asked the parents if I could walk their dog. They let me and I went for a walk with it by myself. The guy who's birthday party it was had an older sister. She saw that I was by myself and appeared lonely and she told me it didn't look like I was having fun. She asked if I was okay. I said I was fine. It's brutal when your social struggle is that obvious to some random person you never even saw before. My parents should have realized I had autism long ago. They still don't acknowledge I have Asperger's.

 

[Runt171]

i remember a day at school on lunch break, probably around grade 3.

while the other kids were playing and socializing with each other, i was sitting on a seat behind a toilet block, playing catch with myself, bouncing a baseball off of the brick wall.

i wasnt bothering anybody. i doubt anyone even knew i was there, let alone gave a shit.

but then this fucking old mayowhore teacher just had to walk past.

she asked to look at the ball i was playing with, so i handed it to her.

upon inspecting the baseball, she said "you cant bring this to school, its too hard, if it hit somebody it would hurt them".

i should have said DUMB WHITE BITCH WHO THE FUCKS IT GOING TO HIT???? IM SITTING HERE BY MYSELF BOUNCING IT OFF A FUCKING WALL!!!

but i was too high inhib.

i said "okay", and put the ball into my backpack.

for the remainder of the lunch break, i sat alone in silence.

I remember in school there was this oldcel bitch teacher that legitimately bullied me she would always pick on me for no reason and for anything I would do despite it being obvious I probably had autism and other shit wrong with me

 

[Runt171]

That sucks. I remember I was someone's birthday party in 4th or 5th grade and we were playing hide and seek. Guess what? I hid so fucking well nobody found me and they forgot about me. I'm the guy who wins hide and seek because the others forget I'm even playing. At that same birthday party, they were all hanging out and I just didn't fit in, so I asked the parents if I could walk their dog. They let me and I went for a walk with it by myself. The guy who's birthday party it was had an older sister. She saw that I was by myself and appeared lonely and she told me it didn't look like I was having fun. She asked if I was okay. I said I was fine. It's brutal when your social struggle is that obvious to some random person you never even saw before. My parents should have realized I had autism long ago. They still don't acknowledge I have Asperger's.

Im pretty sure I can vaguely remember a similar hide and seek story happening to me

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Im pretty sure I can vaguely remember a similar hide and seek story happening to me

That’s pretty interesting we had a similar experience. It’s not surprising though, because people like us are always the least important member of social groups.

 

[Runt171]

That’s pretty interesting we had a similar experience. It’s not surprising though, because people like us are always the least important member of social groups.

Ive noticed alot of incels have very similar life experiences

It just shows how humans arent this special species and most people arent special at all

Most people behave in very similar ways and will treat people in very similar ways

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Ive noticed alot of incels have very similar life experiences

It just shows how humans arent this special species and most people arent special at all

Most people behave in very similar ways and will treat people in very similar ways

Yep. A lot of incels on this site probably have lived similar lives. Incels are almost like their own species. I’ve also noticed that a lot of incels were very weak and unathletic people throughout their lives. A lot of incels seem to be skinny with shitty muscle genetics. I’m 6 feet tall, but was only 135 pounds before weight training. Now, I’m 155 pounds after years of serious effort. I still look very skinny for my height and my clavicles are narrow for my height. A lot of incels have Asperger’s too. Bad traits seem to come in packages.

 

[Runt171]

Yep. A lot of incels on this site probably have lived similar lives. Incels are almost like their own species. I’ve also noticed that a lot of incels were very weak and unathletic people throughout their lives. A lot of incels seem to be skinny with shitty muscle genetics. I’m 6 feet tall, but was only 135 pounds before weight training. Now, I’m 155 pounds after years of serious effort. I still look very skinny for my height and my clavicles are narrow for my height. A lot of incels have Asperger’s too. Bad traits seem to come in packages.

Most incels just live with a bad quality of life for everything you might get lucky with a few things like being able to neet or maybe being born rich but nothing that truly makes up for having bad genes


If you have bad genes chances are life will never be fulfilling for you because if your luck is bad enough everything will go wrong in your life
even the incels I’ve seen with good luck still dont live as well as normies do
They just live better then other incels

Your right about us being our own species Ive been thinking the same thing for awhile

 

[incelerated]

I hope she has third degree burns and two lost limb rs rn. What a piece of shit. She didn't care that you were alone and hurt. But she did care that you might hurt others.

She deserves the worst.

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Most incels just live with a bad quality of life for everything you might get lucky with a few things like being able to neet or maybe being born rich but nothing that truly makes up for having bad genes


If you have bad genes chances are life will never be fulfilling for you because if your luck is bad enough everything will go wrong in your life
even the incels I’ve seen with good luck still dont live as well as normies do
They just live better then other incels

Your right about us being our own species Ive been thinking the same thing for awhile

Yep. If you have bad genes, almost everything is working against you. I doubt many incels ever will live truly fulfilling lives. I think most incels just cope with cheap dopamine hits like gaming or porn and don't get genuine happiness often if at all. Most of it is just copes after a certain point.