Been a lurker here for around half a year and decided to create an account. Currently a 19yo lowiq collegecell (only because it's fully covered and I can basically NEET while getting a retarded degree lmao). I wanted to share some of my experiences as a brutal reminder of the blackpill, no New Year for your face.
1) During my first year of highschool, this girl asked me to help her find a classroom. I thought we were getting along pretty well so I asked for her number. She had no problem giving me her number, in fact she almost seemed too happy. At the time I thought she was interested, but the next day she was pointing and laughing at me with another guy. The number she gave me was fake.
2) A year after this, I had a crush on this girl for around 6 months, let's call her Girl B. Girl B was kind of like a skater girl and was super quiet. I knew her since elementary school and was a close friend. I eventually asked her out and she said she couldn't as she was too busy. Later that same day my friend, let's call him Tod, told me him and Girl B have been exchanging nudes for a few months. I remember comforting Girl B for hours when she was crying about how far behind in school she was and how stupid she felt; all of this for Tod to come and get nudes like that
3) Later that year, I met a girl at a skating ring while I was hanging out with friends (which included Tod). There was a girl in our friend group who I just met, let's call her Girl C. She was a little chubby but had a super nice ass. I jestermaxxed to get Girl's C attention and it worked; she gave me her snapchat (before you say fakecel, keep reading). This was when everyone wore masks which included me. As soon as I sent her a snap with my mask off, she instantly blocked me. To make things worse, she got with my friend Tod and they've been in a relationship ever since.
4) Around this same time I started to see the reality of the blackpill. Due to being young and insecure, I posted a pic to r/AmIugly. I did this as I had a lingering ounce of hope that I wasn't ugly. The results of this post were brutal... I received a Reddit reward from someone; someone felt bad enough to gift me Reddit points because of how ugly I am. The other comments only consisted of 'you'll grow into it' and 'don't let others put you down.'
5) When college started it was and is more or less the same. Foids never sit near me or work with me. Everyone, including professors, is extra critical and always questions my competence. Even when I knowledge mog colleges, I'm seen as a nerd or loser rather than being high iq. Just as there is no iq for your face, there is no knowledge for you iq; no amount of knowledge or learning will ever increase your intelligence. Ironically enough, I'm studying and researching face perception. I've been reading papers all the way back to 1986 that provide a cognitive framework for the blackpill; the blackpill has been in cogniton research for decades lol. It's brutal enough being a sub 5 in college but I'm also consistanly reminded of the blackpill through my own studies . Sorry for the long first post, I've been lurking for a while and had a lot to say.
1) During my first year of highschool, this girl asked me to help her find a classroom. I thought we were getting along pretty well so I asked for her number. She had no problem giving me her number, in fact she almost seemed too happy. At the time I thought she was interested, but the next day she was pointing and laughing at me with another guy. The number she gave me was fake.
2) A year after this, I had a crush on this girl for around 6 months, let's call her Girl B. Girl B was kind of like a skater girl and was super quiet. I knew her since elementary school and was a close friend. I eventually asked her out and she said she couldn't as she was too busy. Later that same day my friend, let's call him Tod, told me him and Girl B have been exchanging nudes for a few months. I remember comforting Girl B for hours when she was crying about how far behind in school she was and how stupid she felt; all of this for Tod to come and get nudes like that
3) Later that year, I met a girl at a skating ring while I was hanging out with friends (which included Tod). There was a girl in our friend group who I just met, let's call her Girl C. She was a little chubby but had a super nice ass
. I jestermaxxed to get Girl's C attention and it worked; she gave me her snapchat (before you say fakecel, keep reading). This was when everyone wore masks which included me. As soon as I sent her a snap with my mask off, she instantly blocked me. To make things worse, she got with my friend Tod and they've been in a relationship ever since.4) Around this same time I started to see the reality of the blackpill. Due to being young and insecure, I posted a pic to r/AmIugly. I did this as I had a lingering ounce of hope that I wasn't ugly. The results of this post were brutal... I received a Reddit reward from someone; someone felt bad enough to gift me Reddit points because of how ugly I am
. The other comments only consisted of 'you'll grow into it' and 'don't let others put you down.'5) When college started it was and is more or less the same. Foids never sit near me or work with me. Everyone, including professors, is extra critical and always questions my competence. Even when I knowledge mog colleges, I'm seen as a nerd or loser rather than being high iq. Just as there is no iq for your face, there is no knowledge for you iq; no amount of knowledge or learning will ever increase your intelligence. Ironically enough, I'm studying and researching face perception. I've been reading papers all the way back to 1986 that provide a cognitive framework for the blackpill; the blackpill has been in cogniton research for decades lol. It's brutal enough being a sub 5 in college but I'm also consistanly reminded of the blackpill through my own studies
. Sorry for the long first post, I've been lurking for a while and had a lot to say.
