Childhood gone, nothing left but purposeless existence.
Bassically no interactions with opposite gender during teenage years
No first kiss, not even a hug.
Nothing left from childhood, apartment and all items thrown away without my say in the matter.
No memories of friends I've hanged out with, cause I never had any friends. Just memories of sitting alone using phone all the time or watching movies.
There was a girl I knew when I was younger, last time I saw her I was 14 (I was even uglier back then), She was the girl of my dreams, but I eventually decided to avoid her at all cost cause of the realization that I was ugly and needed to become better, I actually massively improved my looks after that but still realized I was not good enough. Have not seen her for 6-7 years even do she's the only girl I want. Fuck man.
Anyway I'm headed towards a cursed life.
For almost a year been drinking approximately 2.5 liters of wine (or the same approximate in booze or beer) or more everyday. Cause of this my health is trash. Have fatty liver and my gut is swollen asf.
Bassically no interactions with opposite gender during teenage years
No first kiss, not even a hug.
Nothing left from childhood, apartment and all items thrown away without my say in the matter.
No memories of friends I've hanged out with, cause I never had any friends. Just memories of sitting alone using phone all the time or watching movies.
There was a girl I knew when I was younger, last time I saw her I was 14 (I was even uglier back then), She was the girl of my dreams, but I eventually decided to avoid her at all cost cause of the realization that I was ugly and needed to become better, I actually massively improved my looks after that but still realized I was not good enough. Have not seen her for 6-7 years even do she's the only girl I want. Fuck man.
Anyway I'm headed towards a cursed life.
For almost a year been drinking approximately 2.5 liters of wine (or the same approximate in booze or beer) or more everyday. Cause of this my health is trash. Have fatty liver and my gut is swollen asf.
