
Wannabe_Volcel
Coomer redemption
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- Joined
- Jun 17, 2025
- Posts
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I live with my mother since 7 years old...
In my teenage years I wanted to become some mysterious sigma male, I had friends, I had the right tools, I was doing well in school...
My best friend was the son of a military man, he wasn't autistic, but he was introverted, that's why we got along so well, and his 3 brothers were muscular sigmas.
But then I moved from city to city, even to another country, and I completely lost my north.
At age 25 I have become isolated, never had a job, haven't finished college (3 subjects left to go), I became dumber and weaker... Even effeminate and childish... I just play the guitar and coom. Porn has destroyed my brain.
2 years ago I creeped out an autistic goth otaku girl, and it destroyed me bro. The most painful experience. I sometimes walk in circles and imagine that I go back in time and take all kind of different decisions that lead me to her hairy, fresh and warm autistic goth pussy. By now I would have been a mysterious sigma male with a goth girlfriend. But I'm just a broken pathetic man.
I can manage living alone, but I cannot stand being a loser in my own eyes anymore... it's too brutal to think of all the wasted years...
I tried to do military service, but my relatives convinced not to go.
I want to spend the next 6 months improving my situation, changing my personality...
I want to:
- go gym
- read literature books
- do semen retention
- socialize in what's left of college (student clubs and alike)
- boxing classes on weekends
I will use these 6 months to set up my habits, and I want to become a mysterious sigma male before I turn 30. Hell, even if it takes 5 years, I'm down to it.
Could my plan work? or am I doomed.
Many sons of single mothers I know have become homosexual, I don't want to go down that path.
In my teenage years I wanted to become some mysterious sigma male, I had friends, I had the right tools, I was doing well in school...
My best friend was the son of a military man, he wasn't autistic, but he was introverted, that's why we got along so well, and his 3 brothers were muscular sigmas.
But then I moved from city to city, even to another country, and I completely lost my north.
At age 25 I have become isolated, never had a job, haven't finished college (3 subjects left to go), I became dumber and weaker... Even effeminate and childish... I just play the guitar and coom. Porn has destroyed my brain.
2 years ago I creeped out an autistic goth otaku girl, and it destroyed me bro. The most painful experience. I sometimes walk in circles and imagine that I go back in time and take all kind of different decisions that lead me to her hairy, fresh and warm autistic goth pussy. By now I would have been a mysterious sigma male with a goth girlfriend. But I'm just a broken pathetic man.
I can manage living alone, but I cannot stand being a loser in my own eyes anymore... it's too brutal to think of all the wasted years...
I tried to do military service, but my relatives convinced not to go.
I want to spend the next 6 months improving my situation, changing my personality...
I want to:
- go gym
- read literature books
- do semen retention
- socialize in what's left of college (student clubs and alike)
- boxing classes on weekends
I will use these 6 months to set up my habits, and I want to become a mysterious sigma male before I turn 30. Hell, even if it takes 5 years, I'm down to it.
Could my plan work? or am I doomed.
Many sons of single mothers I know have become homosexual, I don't want to go down that path.