Just venting here, I'm a brazilian blackcel, I was raised in a christian family, completely unaware of the world outside of what was in the bible and what we are taught at school, and of the real culture of my country that usually the locals don't openly talk about, and I could have never imagined what foids were capable of doing in their teenage years, and when I found out about it that made me stunned and shocked. What is worse is that in my country, the hookup culture is insanely strong, and this is almost a norm here. Everyone here knows each other and their (literal) insides, they do things here that would make an american pornstar vomit by disgust, it's a really extreme thing and all the people (but me until some years ago) intuitively knows that here, so they don't easily commit to something like marriage or dating and other stuff, they just fuck every acquaintance they know and go along like nothing happened. I have always been a shy young man and I was taught by my family to always respect women and their so-called boundaries, so I grew up shy and quite afraid to approach them, and when I did I always treat them with love and care, always avoind point sexual questions to not make them feel unconfortable and not be accused of harrassment, but as soon as I was growing I was slowly noticing that they didn't even care about said harrassment (coming from the right guy of course) and my moral code was slowly getting shattered and all I was taught when I was a kid turned upside down, so when I got into engineering school I have met some few girls there and I started to make moves, but I still was afraid of accusations so I wasn't so explicit, and then a girl called me a psycho because I asked if I could simply draw her, then I met other girl and I didn't had so much expectations because I have learnt for the last time, and I was really romantic to that girl even tho I didn't expected much and she acted innocent and lovely to me too(at that point I already knew I was an incel) and soon I found out this girl have made anal, vaginal, bj and a lot of other crazy stuff with other stranger at parties while I'm still a virgin and called a psycho, even at parties I approached girls and they said they had a boyfriend and my friends did the same with the same girl and they got success
my forehead is very big, my hair is very curly (like subsaharian african), my skin is not so dark but is not pink either, I got eye patches below my eyes and my lips and nose are very negroid, and I also have slight gyno, but I'm not extremely skinny nor fat
I am not hateful to these girls, it doesn't allign with my core values, I always forgive by default, but I gotta say, there is something extremely evil about women, I can't point out what exactly is, but they are likely cynical by nature, they lie and feel no remorse, they are sneaky and implictly support arian eugenics even tho they publicy demonstrate "disgust" by it, as they know they suffer no consequence from it, it was the closest of evil that I've seen up until now. If evil exists, they lie within women, that is for sure, they seem pure by their looks and behavior, but what they do when no one is looking goes far from it, they claim looks doesn't matter, but it is the most important thing of all, specially with ur white and they are not, they are treated like queens by modern society and gladly wears the crown, they crave for status more than any man, I am extremely afraid of the types of things that crosses their minds
my forehead is very big, my hair is very curly (like subsaharian african), my skin is not so dark but is not pink either, I got eye patches below my eyes and my lips and nose are very negroid, and I also have slight gyno, but I'm not extremely skinny nor fat
I am not hateful to these girls, it doesn't allign with my core values, I always forgive by default, but I gotta say, there is something extremely evil about women, I can't point out what exactly is, but they are likely cynical by nature, they lie and feel no remorse, they are sneaky and implictly support arian eugenics even tho they publicy demonstrate "disgust" by it, as they know they suffer no consequence from it, it was the closest of evil that I've seen up until now. If evil exists, they lie within women, that is for sure, they seem pure by their looks and behavior, but what they do when no one is looking goes far from it, they claim looks doesn't matter, but it is the most important thing of all, specially with ur white and they are not, they are treated like queens by modern society and gladly wears the crown, they crave for status more than any man, I am extremely afraid of the types of things that crosses their minds
