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willystroker
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For many years my mom tried to bluepill me. Saying that I'll find someone eventually, that there's nothing wrong with my looks, that I'm valuable because I have a degree and a white collar job
Then my brother had kids. That's when things seemed to change. When I started to really lose my hair, she actually took me to a clinic where they prescribed me finasteride, and she even suggested a hair transplant. It was kind of shocking, but it wasn't a bad thing to do since she wanted to help me. It was a quick change from her usual bluepill BS though.
However being on fin for years has only somewhat helped, I'm still obviously balding. And now when I try to cover up my horrific hairline, she mocks me, saying combovers look bad. She never gives me those compliments like "you're so handsome, how come the girls aren't all over you" like she used to. She never asks if I have a girlfriend anymore.
Lately I've heard her talking on the phone with her friend, and they often talk about hot guys they see at work, or about how girls at their work are making money on OnlyFans and wish they could too. She barely tries to avoid me hearing it. I'm starting to think that since she now has grandchildren, she doesn't care if I end up alone, and doesn't even bother trying to bluepill me anymore.
I've even had some more sinister thoughts. I noticed in my family picture, one of the last ones before my parents divorced, that my father was balding much like I am now. And she used to tell me how he my dad was a loser for going to trade school, and I'd be a loser too if I didn't go to college. After divorcing him she eventually remarried a guy who had a doctorate and was much more bourgeois, and had a full head of hair (even into his 60s he has more hair than me ).
I tried to love my mother for a long time even if she made some mistakes. But now I'm having trouble connecting with her at all. I feel like if I weren't her son, she would view me as a subhuman like all other women do. I now feel tremendous guilt for all those years I didn't see my father. When I was a teenager I even wanted to move in with him, but my mother cried and convinced me not to. He could've helped me through all this shit much better, since he can relate to it.
It's such a despicable crime to separate a boy from his father, and force him to spend most of his time around his mother who has no idea what it's like to be in his place. There are countless statistics showing the damage that being raised by one's mother does. Whoever created this gynocentric hell, they need to pay for all the boys' lives they've ruined
Then my brother had kids. That's when things seemed to change. When I started to really lose my hair, she actually took me to a clinic where they prescribed me finasteride, and she even suggested a hair transplant. It was kind of shocking, but it wasn't a bad thing to do since she wanted to help me. It was a quick change from her usual bluepill BS though.
However being on fin for years has only somewhat helped, I'm still obviously balding. And now when I try to cover up my horrific hairline, she mocks me, saying combovers look bad. She never gives me those compliments like "you're so handsome, how come the girls aren't all over you" like she used to. She never asks if I have a girlfriend anymore.
Lately I've heard her talking on the phone with her friend, and they often talk about hot guys they see at work, or about how girls at their work are making money on OnlyFans and wish they could too. She barely tries to avoid me hearing it. I'm starting to think that since she now has grandchildren, she doesn't care if I end up alone, and doesn't even bother trying to bluepill me anymore.
I've even had some more sinister thoughts. I noticed in my family picture, one of the last ones before my parents divorced, that my father was balding much like I am now. And she used to tell me how he my dad was a loser for going to trade school, and I'd be a loser too if I didn't go to college. After divorcing him she eventually remarried a guy who had a doctorate and was much more bourgeois, and had a full head of hair (even into his 60s he has more hair than me ).
I tried to love my mother for a long time even if she made some mistakes. But now I'm having trouble connecting with her at all. I feel like if I weren't her son, she would view me as a subhuman like all other women do. I now feel tremendous guilt for all those years I didn't see my father. When I was a teenager I even wanted to move in with him, but my mother cried and convinced me not to. He could've helped me through all this shit much better, since he can relate to it.
It's such a despicable crime to separate a boy from his father, and force him to spend most of his time around his mother who has no idea what it's like to be in his place. There are countless statistics showing the damage that being raised by one's mother does. Whoever created this gynocentric hell, they need to pay for all the boys' lives they've ruined
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