Crustaciouse
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https://www.acne.org/messageboard/t...-how-my-acne-made-me-think-i-was-transgender/
First honest thing, I may and likely will choose to have this post edited in the future. But I feel this needs to be admitted.
I am infamous here for many reasons:
- I have admitted, that I find acne on women to be beautiful and sexy.
- At one point I said I was a pre op lesbian trans woman who wants to get acne after transitioning (Something I thought was true at the time)
- I got caught catfishing.
I had admitted on another post and on my YouTube channel that I myself have acne. Okay, here's new information: I can't stand acne on myself. It causes me suffering. I am aware that beauty is subjective. I try the spread the fact that beauty is subjective. My acne have caused me suffering in a way I have never heard another human express. I am not actually transgender. The only reason why I wanted to be a woman was because I wanted to be beautiful and sexy. At the time, that was my thinking. Women are beautiful and sexy, men are not. My acne made that feeling worse because I didn't want to be a man with acne.
I have said that, to me, acne on a woman is one of the most beautiful and sexiest sights ever. The key words are, on a woman. I am not a woman, I am a man. Acne makes me feel ugly. Despite the knowledge that beauty is subjective.
Me finding acne beautiful puts me in an awkward position. Something that have caused and is still causing me suffering I'm physically attracted to on women. I maybe wrong, but as a kid, I think my attraction to acne started before I got any myself. Also, while I am legitimately attracted to acne, I also would like a girlfriend with more acne than me, to make me feel comfortable.
Tldr; blackcel has a fetish for woman with acne. He has acne himself but finds himself ugly because he thinks men with acne are ugly, so the only way for him to feel beautiful is if he was a woman, so he begins to think he's transgender.
Niggas are losing their minds because of their ugliness these days, we go ER, we ldar for life, we grow mental disorders.