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Feeshtu
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I dress to create fear.
I wear all black clothes, combat boots, combat gloves and tactical belt.
I often have a combat knife on my side.
Why you may ask.
What is the point?
Well, it’s a long story.
The short summary is that I do it to deter aggression.
I’ve been the victim of violence many times.
That is what people don’t get about me.
What is the reason for the things I do, why I think the way I do.
Every time I step out my door, I am stepping onto the battlefield.
Ready to rock at any time.
Truthfully I am traumatized.
I just don’t know if I’ll ever be able to let my guard down and smile and laugh……and let go.
In a way, this also backfires on me.
People don’t understand my reasons.
So they misjudge me as being a psycho.
But if you be my friend, no harm will come to you.
I wear all black clothes, combat boots, combat gloves and tactical belt.
I often have a combat knife on my side.
Why you may ask.
What is the point?
Well, it’s a long story.
The short summary is that I do it to deter aggression.
I’ve been the victim of violence many times.
That is what people don’t get about me.
What is the reason for the things I do, why I think the way I do.
Every time I step out my door, I am stepping onto the battlefield.
Ready to rock at any time.
Truthfully I am traumatized.
I just don’t know if I’ll ever be able to let my guard down and smile and laugh……and let go.
In a way, this also backfires on me.
People don’t understand my reasons.
So they misjudge me as being a psycho.
But if you be my friend, no harm will come to you.