7 july i turned 24 so happy birthday...but i didn't know that i will spend my time at mental asylum during my birthday.
Dunno ( besides @Mecoja ) that besides schizophrenia and asperger i have for year problems with reflux and sight ( i don't have bad sight ), but rather during reflux i have paranoid thoughts and negative thoughts about myself and others, thoughts like i'm going to die and blurred vision and eyes poop out and roll up.
It's agony for me with usual problems.
For entire may and june i didn't have single incident but at same time paranoid thoughts, thinking about death( not in sense of rope but monsters killing me in my thougths ) and negative about people which i don't want to hurt.
But 3 july and 4 july it happened again and 4 july i did decision which regret ( besides all memes here about rope ) i wanted to die and i overdosed drugs for me schizophrenia...I was at hospital on an IV.
At 23 pm they moved me to the mental asylum ( it's within bulding ) and i spend next 11 days here. I can say that experience being in mental asylum is close to the public/normie imagination about this.
People are moving like zombies here, one guy at night went into delirium and urinated at my bed, one girl were dragged my staff screaming painfully, one poor fella saw 'shadows'...this people are truly mentally ill and suffer unlike many edgelords here think about themselvs.
I went latter on second floor when things were much better and quiet.
But sadly i got worst guy in my room he laughed like maniac out loud, talked to himself, constantly asked other patients about cigarrets and coffer ( i don't drink neither smoke ) but he was also fat and asked me about food. But there was also guy who was obssesed about women ( i know what you think about foids ) but guy was obssesed about them in very mentally ill way. First days of this was hell for me but now i feel better on new meds which are way better on my mood and psyche than older ones.
Still i feel bad for some people here cause they truly lost at life. Today i get exit cause doctors saw my better condition. So happy birtday for me i guess...
@Mecoja
@PPEcel
@SocialzERo
@Caesercel
@Broly
@Transcended Trucel
@Ika-Sama
@Animecel2D
@Made in Heaven
@Lebensmüder
Dunno ( besides @Mecoja ) that besides schizophrenia and asperger i have for year problems with reflux and sight ( i don't have bad sight ), but rather during reflux i have paranoid thoughts and negative thoughts about myself and others, thoughts like i'm going to die and blurred vision and eyes poop out and roll up.
It's agony for me with usual problems.
For entire may and june i didn't have single incident but at same time paranoid thoughts, thinking about death( not in sense of rope but monsters killing me in my thougths ) and negative about people which i don't want to hurt.
But 3 july and 4 july it happened again and 4 july i did decision which regret ( besides all memes here about rope ) i wanted to die and i overdosed drugs for me schizophrenia...I was at hospital on an IV.
At 23 pm they moved me to the mental asylum ( it's within bulding ) and i spend next 11 days here. I can say that experience being in mental asylum is close to the public/normie imagination about this.
People are moving like zombies here, one guy at night went into delirium and urinated at my bed, one girl were dragged my staff screaming painfully, one poor fella saw 'shadows'...this people are truly mentally ill and suffer unlike many edgelords here think about themselvs.
I went latter on second floor when things were much better and quiet.
But sadly i got worst guy in my room he laughed like maniac out loud, talked to himself, constantly asked other patients about cigarrets and coffer ( i don't drink neither smoke ) but he was also fat and asked me about food. But there was also guy who was obssesed about women ( i know what you think about foids ) but guy was obssesed about them in very mentally ill way. First days of this was hell for me but now i feel better on new meds which are way better on my mood and psyche than older ones.
Still i feel bad for some people here cause they truly lost at life. Today i get exit cause doctors saw my better condition. So happy birtday for me i guess...
@Mecoja
@PPEcel
@SocialzERo
@Caesercel
@Broly
@Transcended Trucel
@Ika-Sama
@Animecel2D
@Made in Heaven
@Lebensmüder
