Discussion Being ugly is making me question my faith

[Mainländer]

I am both high T and high libido and very romantic. For several years I used porn and prostitutes to surrogate the sexual necessities and waifus, anime, VNs and daydreaming to surrogate my romantic ones.

I accepted that pornography isn't something good and neither is adultery, so I decided to quit it, and it has been 9 days today. But then again I had my waifu plan. I have been researching the subject though and everything leads me to believe that having a waifu is not something acceptable for a Christian to do either.

Unfairness in this world is something we're all very familiar with, but what when the unfairness gets even in the way of your salvation? A Christian Chad can most likely marry a young virgin gl Christian girl, but what can I do? I can't fap or fuck prostitutes, and I can't even have a waifu? Being both sexless and romanceless, even in thought, is for me a titanic burden. I think about women all the time, be them 2D or 3D. Right now, at 9 days without fapping, it's been through the roof, sexual shit come into my mind all the time, I think about some practices that I wouldn't even do IRL, so deprived that I am.

Again, if I had the option of marrying a decent wife, I would put tons of effort into fulfilling all my needs just with her, but I don't have that option.

Being ugly sucks. It's a curse only surpassed by serious disability or torture, not even being dirt-poor is worse than being ugly. Even having an IQ of 50 must feel better than being ugly. And to boot, even though my standards aren't very high, I'm only really attracted to girls a lot younger than myself, which is the final nail on the coffin, it's 100% nuclear over for the ugly AND old me.

 

[startcel]

You are a cuck if you lelt Christianity limit your actions in 2019 tbh

 

[Deleted member 14866]

the existence of ugly men in the 21st century is an argument against god's benevolence

 

[Deleted member 18975]

You are a cuck if you lelt Christianity limit your actions in 2019 tbh

the existence of ugly men in the 21st century is an argument against god's benevolence

 

[Akkadian]

Bro just cope knowing God will reward you in the afterlife

 

[Deleted member 8884]

It's not just being ugly, but also cucked western society.

Even if you passed the threshold for getting a gf through looks, and got married to a QT, her hypergamous nature will still cuck you in the end, for a better looking guy or a guy with more money.

If you haven't already, you must give up on the marriage/family fantasy.

 

[Mainländer]

You are a cuck if you lelt Christianity limit your actions in 2019 tbh

Western societies are completely degenerated, and that includes most Christians and especially Christian churches, even the Catholic one, but the things from God should not change. Cucks change the law, but the law remains the same in the Bible. Marrying a 14 yo girl for example is an absurd nowadays before the eyes of the world, but I know it isn't before the eyes of the LORD for example, because there is absolutely nothing about it in His word.

I think that the fact everything degenerated to a point in which even Christians did is only a sign of the times, we're probably very near to the end.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Just hang in there, I am sure @God has a plan for you.

Maybe he will come back some time.

 

[Hate_my_life]

Just hang in there, I am sure @God has a plan for you.

Maybe he will come back some time.

Last seen Aug 8, 2018

 

[Mainländer]

Last seen Aug 8, 2018

Very symbolic.

 

[Deleted member 21504]

Religiosity in 2019, jfl.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

the existence of ugly men in the 21st century is an argument against god's benevolence

 

[Dregster]

Very symbolic.

I like how he capped off at 33 posts JFL

Over for Numerologycels

 

[Barnacle]

You are a cuck if you lelt Christianity limit your actions in 2019 tbh

Current year bro, we are sooo advanced and sooo much smarter than our ancestors duuuuude


Lol at the under 30 year old boomers.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Bro just cope knowing God will reward you in the afterlife

 

[Mainländer]

Over for Numerologycels

 

[startcel]

Current year bro, we are sooo advanced and sooo much smarter than our ancestors duuuuude


Lol at the under 30 year old boomers.

What I meant is that the (social) benefits of being openly Christian are completely devoid compared to last century, he should just do whatever he wants

Lol at having a nazi as avi, so cool and edgy

 

[Deleted member 14866]

I like how he capped off at 33 posts JFL

LMAO

 

[RandomGuy]

The idea of God implies the abdication of human reason and justice; it is the most decisive negation of human liberty and necessarily ends in the enslavement of mankind both in theory and practice.

 

[Dregster]

The idea of God implies the abdication of human reason and justice; it is the most decisive negation of human liberty and necessarily ends in the enslavement of mankind both in theory and practice.

Cope

 

[Mainländer]

What I meant is that the (social) benefits of being openly Christian are completely devoid compared to last century, he should just do whatever he wants

I am not really openly Christian. I seldom talk about it with people IRL, I fear God, not men tbh.

I don't stop doing shit I like to please men, I do only because of fear of God, the law, lynching or if I genuinely believe something is wrong.

 

[Deleted member 8884]

What if God is real but we have it all wrong and it was aliens who genetically modified apes to have an accelerated evolution into humans.

And some of them bred with us and the demons were the reptilians like this guy:

Checkmate athiests

 

[Mainländer]

Even if you passed the threshold for getting a gf through looks, and got married to a QT, her hypergamous nature will still cuck you in the end, for a better looking guy or a guy with more money.

If you haven't already, you must give up on the marriage/family fantasy.

You're right, at the current state of society, it's pretty much impossible to have a successful marriage. Women are naturally wayward, it takes a patriarchy to curb them and allow us to have successful marriages and families.

But then, what's left for a Christian? Total celibacy, both sexual and romantic? I don't have any vocation for that

What if I substitute the waifu plan fora real girl plan? But it would have to be one young enough not to have a romantic or sexual life yet, or else it would be giga cucked. Imagine trying to achieve wet dreams with a real girl through exposing yourself to her pics and vids for hours everyday, while she's getting screwed in all holes by some Chad? And even if she's super young, she'll eventually get older and have a sexual/romantic life...

 

[thebuddhacel]

I am both high T and high libido

Mogs me. I would like to be high T high libido. Tbh honest I don't know if I'm low T, did the hormonal tests today. 320R$ lek, slc.

I understand you being catholic believing in god as me being a buddhist. I also stopped porn and fapping.

 

[nazianime]

I don't stop doing shit I like to please men, I do only because of fear of the law, God, lynching or if I genuinely believe something is wrong.

Same, having these restrictions is what sets us apart from savages.

I have thought about it having a waifu is wrong. I think it is because it can be a form of idolatry. But at the same time I think, I am lucky to be able to live in the same timeline as her and thankful for her creation and the series of events that led me to find her. It is a grey area idolatry or a gift from god? My waifu is religious too despite being called a monster by some.

Also I don’t mean to start a religion war in this thread.

 

[RandomGuy]

Messiah translated as Moschi



The Kingdom is located in the far north ‘between the seas’ and the two inaccessible mountains.

 

[LastGerman]

Just hang in there, I am sure @God has a plan for you.

He has exactly 33 messages. He was also active for exactly 10 months 8th of November 2017 to 8th of August 2018 which only means he was the one and only god.

 

[Mainländer]

Mogs me. I would like to be high T high libido. Tbh honest I don't know if I'm low T, did the hormonal tests today. 320R$ lek, slc.

I understand you being catholic believing in god as me being a buddhist. I also stopped porn and fapping.

Trust me, being high T and high libido would not help you a bit in your ascetic quest, my Buddhist friend.

Same, having these restrictions is what sets us apart from savages.

I have thought about it having a waifu is wrong. I think it is because it can be a form of idolatry. But at the same time I think, I am lucky to be able to live in the same timeline as her and thankful for her creation and the series of events that led me to find her. It is a grey area idolatry or a gift from god? My waifu is religious too despite being called a monster by some.

Also I don’t mean to start a religion war in this thread.

Maybe I should just substitute the 2D waifu character for some real little girl or something. Even cucks cannot have anything on me if I'm just looking at normal, dressed images of her.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Catholics worship women(mary and other whore saints) and protestants have foid pastors. Yep, thats not for me

 

[Deleted member 8353]

You're torturing yourself tbh.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

If Islam could give me a virgin wife my faith would be with them.

 

[Ropemaxx]

the existence of ugly men in the 21st century is an argument against god's benevolence

 

[Mewcel]

Too bad the Christian god is a false god.

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[Terranigma]

I accepted that pornography isn't something good and neither is adultery, so I decided to quit it, and it has been 9 days today. But then again I had my waifu plan. I have been researching the subject though and everything leads me to believe that having a waifu is not something acceptable for a Christian to do either.

My friend, you are on the way to insanity. I'm really worried for you: Being deprived of affection is already bad enough for a incel, but you are also depriving yourself of your physical needs, just because of some fake religion.

IMHO the only way for an incel to survive for a prolonged period of time is to fap regularly, watch porn and distract oneself with copes. If you don't you'll surely rope or go with ER, with all the hormones going rampant in your body (of course there are borderline asexual low-T incels (*) that can survive in other ways, but I can't really relate to mentalcels... I do care for you though and think you're on a terrible path).

(*) For example, I think no-fap is attractive to people who can only feel manly urges if they don't fap for at least a week [strongly desiring random women, having vivid sex dreams, etc]. It gives them a feeling that they don't feel normally, which is very powerful, but which is also completely standard for men with correct hormonal levels.

 

[Glokta]

We are God's unwanted children. God created Chad in his image and gave Stacy unto him to be his companion. When you look at your ugly face in the mirror, do you think that's how God himself, Alpha and Omega, the perfect being, looks like? That he created you in his image? I sure don't think so when I look at my ugly mug in the mirror every morning.

 

[Mainländer]

Catholics worship women(mary and other whore saints) and protestants have foid pastors. Yep, thats not for me

But those are the churches, not Christianity per se... men change the laws.

My friend, you are on the way to insanity. I'm really worried for you: Being deprived of affection is already bad enough for a incel, but you are also depriving yourself of your physical needs, just because of some fake religion.

IMHO the only way for an incel to survive for a prolonged period of time is to fap regularly, watch porn and distract oneself with copes. If you don't you'll surely rope or go with ER, with all the hormones going rampant in your body (of course there are borderline asexual low-T incels (*) that can survive in other ways, but I can't really relate to mentalcels... I do care for you though and think you're on a terrible path).

(*) For example, I think no-fap is attractive to people who can only feel manly urges if they don't fap for at least a week [strongly desiring random women, having vivid sex dreams, etc]. It gives them a feeling that they don't feel normally, which is very powerful, but which is also completely standard for men with correct hormonal levels.

I appreciate your concern tbh. I want to at least have my nocturnal emission before giving up on this. I've tried so hard and got so far...

We are God's unwanted children. God created Chad in his image and gave Stacy unto him to be his companion. When you look at your ugly face in the mirror, do you think that's how God himself, Alpha and Omega, the perfect being, looks like? That he created you in his image? I sure don't think so when I look at my ugly mug in the mirror every morning.

I have of course thought about that as well. A lot of men God favored in the Bible seemed to be Chads, especially David, but on the other hand, no one less than Jesus was ugly.

 

[boringcel]

This is incredibly relatable to me. I was both feeling fascinated and sad reading this thread. I feel if there was one young, cute, unspoiled girl for me I would be so much better human being. I often say, do and desire things I regret later and it feels as if I do it as some sort of revenge for the lack of happiness and fulfillment I experienced. I am also often afraid of divine punishment, although I feel I am not really bad person.

I despise porn industry, I hate degenerates but when you are young man deprived of love, romance and sex it is almost impossible to fully resist those temptations. How am I supposed to do that if I dont possess will power out of this world? I cant even imagine how I am going to live if in ten years nothing changes.

 

[Deleted member 21714]

Being obsessed with sex and having an addiction to porn doesn't make you high T.

 

[Mainländer]

This is incredibly relatable to me. I was both feeling fascinated and sad reading this thread. I feel if there was one young, cute, unspoiled girl for me I would be so much better human being. I often say, do and desire things I regret later and it feels as if I do it as some sort of revenge for the lack of happiness and fulfillment I experienced. I am also often afraid of divine punishment, although I feel I am not really bad person.

I despise porn industry, I hate degenerates but when you are young man deprived of love, romance and sex it is almost impossible to fully resist those temptations. How am I supposed to do that if I dont possess will power out of this world? I cant even imagine how I am going to live if in ten years nothing changes.

Same. A young, virgin, cute Christian gf/fiancé/wife who supported me in my fight against things like porn, masturbation, laziness, despondency, etc, would make things so much easier. But we can't rely on modern women for anything, let alone a young and cute girl who wouldn't kiss me on the cheek if I were the last man on earth.

Being obsessed with sex and having an addiction to porn doesn't make you high T.

But the opposite can be true. Also, I've had my t levels tested twice.

 

[boringcel]

Lately, I cope with hatred towards most women as I realized that they are awful, annoying persons and most of them are not even good looking. I feel a bit better tbh.

 

[IronMike]

The apostles never married yet lived fulfilling lives spreading the word. There is more to life than sex, you have distorted the word of God to relieve your sexual tension and it is wrong

 

[Mainländer]

The apostles never married yet lived fulfilling lives spreading the word. There is more to life than sex, you have distorted the word of God to relieve your sexual tension and it is wrong

How did I distort it?

 

[Midwestcel]

I am both high T and high libido and very romantic. For several years I used porn and prostitutes to surrogate the sexual necessities and waifus, anime, VNs and daydreaming to surrogate my romantic ones.

I accepted that pornography isn't something good and neither is adultery, so I decided to quit it, and it has been 9 days today. But then again I had my waifu plan. I have been researching the subject though and everything leads me to believe that having a waifu is not something acceptable for a Christian to do either.

Unfairness in this world is something we're all very familiar with, but what when the unfairness gets even in the way of your salvation? A Christian Chad can most likely marry a young virgin gl Christian girl, but what can I do? I can't fap or fuck prostitutes, and I can't even have a waifu? Being both sexless and romanceless, even in thought, is for me a titanic burden. I think about women all the time, be them 2D or 3D. Right now, at 9 days without fapping, it's been through the roof, sexual shit come into my mind all the time, I think about some practices that I wouldn't even do IRL, so deprived that I am.

Again, if I had the option of marrying a decent wife, I would put tons of effort into fulfilling all my needs just with her, but I don't have that option.

Being ugly sucks. It's a curse only surpassed by serious disability or torture, not even being dirt-poor is worse than being ugly. Even having an IQ of 50 must feel better than being ugly. And to boot, even though my standards aren't very high, I'm only really attracted to girls a lot younger than myself, which is the final nail on the coffin, it's 100% nuclear over for the ugly AND old me.

Much high T cope. High T guys can get laid.

 

[FinnCel]

Didn't know you were a Christian
But remember that in Christianity the world is shit and that's why we need a saviour.

Chads don't need to cope with immoral things so I'd say go with the copes. You could be doing stuff a lot worse and harmful to others

 

[Mainländer]

Much high T cope. High T guys can get laid.

That's something new. Why don't all incels start injecting T and ascending then?

 

[Justcopebruh]

Imagine being a Christiancel jfl

 

[Midwestcel]

I am both high T and high libido and very romantic. For several years I used porn and prostitutes to surrogate the sexual necessities and waifus, anime, VNs and daydreaming to surrogate my romantic ones.

I accepted that pornography isn't something good and neither is adultery, so I decided to quit it, and it has been 9 days today. But then again I had my waifu plan. I have been researching the subject though and everything leads me to believe that having a waifu is not something acceptable for a Christian to do either.

Unfairness in this world is something we're all very familiar with, but what when the unfairness gets even in the way of your salvation? A Christian Chad can most likely marry a young virgin gl Christian girl, but what can I do? I can't fap or fuck prostitutes, and I can't even have a waifu? Being both sexless and romanceless, even in thought, is for me a titanic burden. I think about women all the time, be them 2D or 3D. Right now, at 9 days without fapping, it's been through the roof, sexual shit come into my mind all the time, I think about some practices that I wouldn't even do IRL, so deprived that I am.

Again, if I had the option of marrying a decent wife, I would put tons of effort into fulfilling all my needs just with her, but I don't have that option.

Being ugly sucks. It's a curse only surpassed by serious disability or torture, not even being dirt-poor is worse than being ugly. Even having an IQ of 50 must feel better than being ugly. And to boot, even though my standards aren't very high, I'm only really attracted to girls a lot younger than myself, which is the final nail on the coffin, it's 100% nuclear over for the ugly AND old me.

God is imaginary.

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Plus, if your salvation means so,much to his, why would he put something in the way of it. If he knew being ugly would be a stumbling block towards your salvation, then why wouldn't he make you good looking to ensure your salvation?

But I'm convinced that their is no god. There are many reasons against there being a god and any argument I've ever seen for god is based on logical fallacies, emotional appeals or dreams and visions.

The bible promises that you'll have anything you pray for. Yet when you pray for something impossible, it NEVER HAPPENS. Pray for something that for it to happen, it would require a god to be reaching down and answering prayers. It won't happen.

Pray for god to leave 10 million USD in small bills in your bedroom. It won't happen. Even if you plan to donate all of it to,St. Judes Children Hospital.

Pray to fly like Superman. It won't happen. Even if you need to fly to rescue some children and their kitten trapped in their burning 10th story apartment.

Pray to wake up in the morning as a 6'2, gym maxed giga Chad. It won't happen. Even if you plan to use your looks For the benefit of humanity.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I am both high T and high libido and very romantic. For several years I used porn and prostitutes to surrogate the sexual necessities and waifus, anime, VNs and daydreaming to surrogate my romantic ones.

I accepted that pornography isn't something good and neither is adultery, so I decided to quit it, and it has been 9 days today. But then again I had my waifu plan. I have been researching the subject though and everything leads me to believe that having a waifu is not something acceptable for a Christian to do either.

Unfairness in this world is something we're all very familiar with, but what when the unfairness gets even in the way of your salvation? A Christian Chad can most likely marry a young virgin gl Christian girl, but what can I do? I can't fap or fuck prostitutes, and I can't even have a waifu? Being both sexless and romanceless, even in thought, is for me a titanic burden. I think about women all the time, be them 2D or 3D. Right now, at 9 days without fapping, it's been through the roof, sexual shit come into my mind all the time, I think about some practices that I wouldn't even do IRL, so deprived that I am.

Again, if I had the option of marrying a decent wife, I would put tons of effort into fulfilling all my needs just with her, but I don't have that option.

Being ugly sucks. It's a curse only surpassed by serious disability or torture, not even being dirt-poor is worse than being ugly. Even having an IQ of 50 must feel better than being ugly. And to boot, even though my standards aren't very high, I'm only really attracted to girls a lot younger than myself, which is the final nail on the coffin, it's 100% nuclear over for the ugly AND old me.

Mainstream Christianity is retarded. THERE IS NO GOD BUT YOU

 

[Midwestcel]

The apostles never married yet lived fulfilling lives spreading the word. There is more to life than sex, you have distorted the word of God to relieve your sexual tension and it is wrong

Peter supposedly did. Somewhere it mentions Jesus healing his mother in law.

 

[IronMike]

Peter supposedly did. Somewhere it mentions Jesus healing his mother in law.

I didn't know that, I just looked it up, and it is commonly said that St. Peter was married before he followed Christ, it is not known if she was living still when he met Christ.