As an ugly man you cannot experience things like sexual intimacy, love and happiness. You are forever trapped in a world of copes or LDAR and forced to endure watching others live a life they didn't deserve. It's insane how the body can imprison the mind. These two are strongly interwined. There is no mind over matter. Living in a physical world, your mind is confined by the limits of your body. In other words, your mental experiences will be proportionate to your genetics. The worse the genetics the less emotions you experience. These are usually limited to hate, rage, depression and agony. The happiness meter grows with your looks and the sex that comes with it.
