When you are treated with disdain and disgust by other people, what you want from these other people (acceptance, belonging, and thus endorphins) is not being provided. This deprivation produces acute internal tension which you might react to in various ways in an attempt to achieve equilibrium.
One classic way is cutting yourself, which stimulates the much-needed endorphins that are being deprived from you.
Another way, however, is cooming to degenerate pornography (or fantasy, for that matter). It's as though you project your own (internalized) disgusting nature onto the screen via some degenerate fetish, and deal with the tension it produces through orgasm (which releases endorphins).
One classic way is cutting yourself, which stimulates the much-needed endorphins that are being deprived from you.
Another way, however, is cooming to degenerate pornography (or fantasy, for that matter). It's as though you project your own (internalized) disgusting nature onto the screen via some degenerate fetish, and deal with the tension it produces through orgasm (which releases endorphins).
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