Venting Being out in public makes me angry

[Pancakecel]

Everytime I have to venture out, within a few minutes of being around people I just get a deep feeling of anger/ bitterness inside.

I enter full on defensive mode, every passing normfag could be a potential threat, or they may look at me funny/ glare at me in an unpleasant way. Shits exhausting.

Usually it ends up with me buying some alcohol quick and chugging it to calm down, like I did today on my way to a neetbux appointment. Got another one tomorrow too.

If you have too many past bad experiences with normfags this is the result I guess. I wish I could just live on an island somewhere, and each month a ship with all the supplies I need comes by, and that's it. Live out the rest of my days like that.

 

[DeliriumTremens]

I also have that feeling of anger but most of the time I feel something dreamlike, as if they and I live in two planes of existence or as if nothing exists and everything is a scenario in my head. Something weird

 

[Pancakecel]

I also have that feeling of anger but most of the time I feel something dreamlike, as if they and I live in two planes of existence or as if nothing exists and everything is a scenario in my head. Something weird

Yeah I feel dissociation too