Venting Being nt and ugly at the same time is impossible

[Unfortunatevent]

[UWSL]I have a couple of friends with whom I play League of Legends and while I talk with them on voice chat I'm NT. I can talk with them about anything, laugh a lot, just have a good time. But when it comes to irl meetings with them, feeling that my friends see that I look like utter subhuman makes me so intimidated, that I just sit like a deaf person and aspie stare at them. And it was fine when I was 14-15, because every weekend we just had fun online, but now they are out every weekend and I am sitting alone playing LoL, or reading some books. And it's all because I couldn't roll the dice well at the start of my life[/UWSL]

 

[pillower]

[UWSL]But when it comes to irl meetings with them, feeling that my friends see that I look like utter subhuman makes me so intimidated, [/UWSL]

thats why i always wear a mask around people, always

 

[JohanLiebertcel]

Its not impossible, I see ton of ugly NT guys. Most of them are a laughing stock, acting stupid to make people laugh but we all know nobody respects them. I'd rather just be an outcast.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Its not impossible, I see ton of ugly NT guys. Most of them are a laughing stock, acting stupid to make people laugh but we all know nobody respects them. I'd rather just be an outcast.

This

 

[DarknessEternal]

being NT is cope