Venting Being non-NT is HELL

[RandyProzac]

I was going to convene with a (female) coworker today for purely work related things, of course, and when i got there to her office she was there with a group of people talking, laughing, even doing a little dance etc. She was full on friends with them all, totally immersed in the social circle and life. It was 99.9% pure suifuel to me. Made me feel soulless as an actual aspie. These normies live in an entirely different world. While i LDAR at home all day they're living in a movie where everything clicks and the entirety of society is built just for you. I can't even imagine having 1/10th of that level of sociability. We couldn't even leave the door to print something before she made another conversation and gave a witty remark, a small dance, and laughing. I feel like an invisible man. Like nothing. A soulless husk citizen of pandemonium.
If you're NT and able to have any resemblance of this then please CHERISH it. Lack of this is literal death.

 

[Intent]

>even doing a little dance etc.
>she made another conversation and gave a small dance

Literal overgrown children

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Not being NT is often excuse/cope. A lot of us are way less of the non NT snowflakes we think we are. You're just ugly, accept it.

 

[RandyProzac]

NT is so underrated.

That's what I'm all about here. Being immersed in friends, talking, having real conversations etc is beyond important, it changes the entirely of your life and rewires your brain. Living without that is no way to live at all.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

NT is so underrated. My cousin is NT as hell, despite being inches shorter than me, as ugly as me (except good skin and teeth), worse frame than me and quite a bit less broad, he has multiple "baby mamas," married, tons of friends, social circle etc. I have nothing and have never seen a vagina.

Oh yeah, and the "baby mamas" are his looksmatch or even looks mog him.

Therefore there's hope for you. You sound like a volcel who's scared of the world so you prop up this persona of being retarded or whatever you think you are so you don't have to face your demons and level up. I'm saying this only because of how you described your cousin. If he can do it you can too, you're not that bad off mentally & emotionally, I promise.

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

Being non-NT is social suicide unless you're model-tier in looks.

 

[RandyProzac]

Not being NT is often excuse/cope. A lot of us are way less of the non NT snowflakes we think we are. You're just ugly, accept it.

Most of the guys in there we wouldn't consider above 6/10. They just are NT and have charisma. People like to be around them and it allows them to be apart of that social circle. IMO its as important as having a good jaw

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

. IMO its as important as having a good jaw

That's a rather new outlook. I remember a year or 2 back everyone was saying it was all about looks, period. Now you got a lot of people coming out the woodwork to say different- justifying retarded volcels etc. Idk what to believe. Could be lifefuel. Just be charismatic and NT theory. Btw yes I think it's possible to be go from being non NT to NT.

 

[Uggo Mongo]

Therefore there's hope for you. You sound like a volcel who's scared of the world so you prop up this persona of being retarded or whatever you think you are so you don't have to face your demons and level up. I'm saying this only because of how you described your cousin. If he can do it you can too, you're not that bad off mentally & emotionally, I promise.

What do you look like? I have crossbite, bad teeth overall, bad acne scarring which he doesn't have, that affect my self-esteem beyond just being ugly. I'm also 31-years-old and haven't made a friend since I was a young teenager, and not even an online friend in a decade. So no it's pretty over.

Btw yes I think it's possible to be go from being non NT to NT.

It requires a consistent positive feedback loop. Unless you're either attractive, or have status for some reason or another (be somebody theory), it won't happen.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

What do you look like? I have crossbite, bad teeth overall, bad acne scarring which he doesn't have, that affect my self-esteem beyond just being ugly. I'm also 31-years-old and haven't made a friend since I was a young teenager, and not even an online friend in a decade. So no it's pretty over.

It requires a consistent positive feedback loop. Unless you're either attractive, or have status for some reason or another (be somebody theory), it won't happen.

Shouldn't have brought up your cousin is all. Makes you sound like an excuse maker if you mog him as bad as you say and is doing well.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

Btw yes I think it's possible to be go from being non NT to NT.

It's not possible, but you can get close by killing your brain cells through alcohol abuse and generally dumbing yourself down.

 

[Uggo Mongo]

Shouldn't have brought up your cousin is all. Makes you sound like an excuse maker if he mogs you as bad as you say and is doing well.

I pointed out in my first post my bad skin and teeth. And the point was he's "NT as hell" and always has been. Unless you are birdcel, or midget, I doubt you look worse than me so it applies to you too.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

It's not possible, but you can get close by killing your brain cells through alcohol abuse and generally dumbing yourself down.

Ha! For a forum with such antisemitic sentiments, a lot of users sure have bought into certain neuropsychiatric orthodoxy.

 

[ERadicator]

NT is so underrated. My cousin is NT as hell, despite being inches shorter than me, as ugly as me (except good skin and teeth), worse frame than me and quite a bit less broad, he has multiple "baby mamas," married, tons of friends, social circle etc. I have nothing and have never seen a vagina.

Oh yeah, and the "baby mamas" are his looksmatch or even looks mog him.

Wtf is a "baby mama"?

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

I pointed out in my first post my bad skin and teeth. And the point was he's "NT as hell" and always has been. Unless you are birdcel, or midget, I doubt you look worse than me so it applies to you too.

Maybe. Sounds like the agepill is hitting you harder than anything else. As if it's too late for you to catch up to your cousin? Also what's a birdcel?

 

[Uggo Mongo]

Wtf is a "baby mama"?

A woman a man has a child with when they're not married.

Maybe. Sounds like the agepill is hitting you harder than anything else. As if it's too late for you to catch up to your cousin? Also what's a birdcel?

 

[Yamete]

That's what I'm all about here. Being immersed in friends,
talking, having real conversations etc is beyond important, it changes the entirely of your life and rewires your brain. Living without that is no way to live at all.

You are pathetic if you think any of what a NT is capable of saying is a real conversation. They are not better than an Automaton, imaging unironically wanting to be surrounded with literal retards

I bet you think living life like an episode of f.r.i.e.n.d.s is the apex of human interaction.

 

[Orkcel]

I'd at least have a good job if I was NT, too insane to interact with regular humans.

 

[grondilu]

Ok I will be the dumb guy here.

WTF is NT?

 

[RandyProzac]

You are pathetic if you think any of what a NT is capable of saying is a real conversation. They are not better than an Automaton, imaging unironically wanting to be surrounded with literal retards

I bet you think living life like an episode of f.r.i.e.n.d.s is the apex of human interaction.

I want it. So bad. To me it wouldn’t evenmatter if we sat around talking about marvel movies and reddit memes, just the act of belonging and feeling wanted and included is so alien to me it’s soul crushingly depressing to witness people doing it as an everyday thing. This is so vital for the human brain

Ok I will be the dumb guy here.

WTF is NT?

Non-neurotypical. Means you can’t interact like the vast majority of people do. Translates into being an outcast, not included, not social. Not normal.

 

[ChinaCurry]

This is high IQ OP, have long known that being NT can counter many many ailments.
Everywhere I go, I'm surrounded by people who I heightmog, framemog, facemog, moneymog but they are very very NT so can just do things so easily that I can not even think of doing, and because they do this they actually have really fulfilling lives, picking up air hostesses, barmaids, waitresses and not even thinking it's a big deal.
And it's not even larp I have been on a flight with one of these guys while he picked up the hostess and I just sat there in front of him sperging out

 

[Uggo Mongo]

I want it. So bad. To me it wouldn’t evenmatter if we sat around talking about marvel movies and reddit memes, just the act of belonging and feeling wanted and included is so alien to me it’s soul crushingly depressing to witness people doing it as an everyday thing. This is so vital for the human brain

Non-neurotypical. Means you can’t interact like the vast majority of people do. Translates into being an outcast, not included, not social. Not normal.

Just a small correction, "NT" means just neurotypcial. In contrast, someone that is like you describe is neuroatypical.

 

[Mystic]

If you're NT and able to have any resemblance of this then please CHERISH it. Lack of this is literal death.

 

[Haywire]

same my brain goes to shit why do i exists jfl

 

[Mystic]

It's not possible, but you can get close by killing your brain cells through alcohol abuse and generally dumbing yourself down.

Isn't that fucked.... it is true though. helps me fake it

 

[BodyFat10orRope]

It's not just about being NT. Even if you're NT it can be over if you somehow got yourself into a situation where you don't have a social circle.

 

[ovrload]

normies ascend by being NT and having a social circle.

Doesn’t mean they won’t get cucked by a more attractive guy. Physical attraction trumps all

 

[Yamete]

I want it. So bad. To me it wouldn’t evenmatter if we sat around talking about marvel movies and reddit memes, just the act of belonging and feeling wanted and included is so alien to me it’s soul crushingly depressing to witness people doing it as an everyday thing. This is so vital for the human brain

OK. that's actually a good answer, I understand cognitively why you are feeling like that.

I used to be like you until I started practicing tulpamancy and I no longer crave friendship or romance. The only thing I still want is to have raw sex with a gorgeous girl

Non-neurotypical. Means you can’t interact like the vast majority of people do. Translates into being an outcast, not included, not social. Not normal.

In order to be Non-neurotypical you have to be either in the autism spectrum or have a personality disorder.

 

[Francis Heaulme]

Just go NEET, this is the only solution for us.

 

[Wiseman]

Only a blind fool would deny the NTpill. If you're unable to socialize and fit in with normies, you're as good as dead. It doesn't just stop at inceldom, it encompasses all areas of life. This doesn't contradict with lookism; a non-NT Chad or Chadlite would still have women flock to him, but anyone below that threshold wouldn't. Women, too, can be non-NT and have their lives handed to them.

 

[ionlycopenow]

Doesn’t mean they won’t get cucked by a more attractive guy. Physical attraction trumps all

Yes they will, but still.

 

[Indari]

being non nt has destroyed my life

 

[Atavistic Autist]

being non nt has destroyed my life

There never was a life to begin with. You were born as an impotent god, able to observe the world but not to affect it.

And btw you're mortal, lol.

 

[Uggo Mongo]

Warned for cherrypicking

 

[LSS.ILLYA.SERIES]

These normies live in an entirely different world. While i LDAR at home all day they're living in a movie where everything clicks and the entirety of society is built just for you. I can't even imagine having 1/10th of that level of sociability.

this^
I spend 10 minutes waiting behind doors contemplating having to say 'hi' to someone, and duck from isle to isle in the supermarket running in TERROR from people. I can't even imagine being comfortable, it's like you say; the world was built for them.
When NT smalltalk with me im just confused and terrified, I literately can't even understand what they are trying to say.
The world is a never ending nightmare, every single interaction is filled with stress and anxiety. just have to LDAR

 

[starystulejarz]

The world is a never ending nightmare, every single interaction is filled with stress and anxiety. just have to LDAR

That's why i'm neeting and ordering food online i'm not fit for this world

 

[GreaseCel]

It's pretty fucking bad