being insecure as a truecel

[subhuman98]

being insanely insecure and a truecel is brutal.

i can’t even look at myself in the mirror no matter how much i try, i always feel like a disgusting pig whenever i catch a glimpse of my reflection.

the thing i hate most about my looks is when it comes to going out or even being around other people in general, i feel bad for them that they have to see me. let alone talk to me (will never happen lol)

like why am i just so “un-human”? i can’t even walk or exist in public without analysing and overthinking my every move and wondering how dumb i look.

ever since i was kid ive been obsessed with self harm. not because it feels good.
soley out of pure hatred towards myself, i steal medical scalpels from my school and cut so deep until i see white, slam my head against walls, beat and hit myself until my body is covered in bruises, occasionally put myself in near-death situations and tell myself the most hurtful things ever.

i don’t think i deserve rights and i think i should just kill myself already which will happen very soon.

(it’s not even about looks, i’m actually a horrible person and i’ve done things that are so disgusting i can’t tell a single soul)

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

ok infiltrator

 

[VanGobbel]

I emphatize with being a truecel and insecurity. But

ive been obsessed with self harm

This is emo faggotry. seriously, if you already at the point of cutting/stabbing/slicing yourself, just go all the way. This is just attentionseeking teenage shit imo

 

[pure]

This is emo faggotry. seriously, if you already at the point of cutting/stabbing/slicing yourself, just go all the way. This is just attentionseeking teenage shit imo

 

[Sir Silentium]

being insanely insecure and a truecel is brutal.

i can’t even look at myself in the mirror no matter how much i try, i always feel like a disgusting pig whenever i catch a glimpse of my reflection.

Opposite for me, I think I look alright in the mirror, then I look at myself in photos and it's a different story

the thing i hate most about my looks is when it comes to going out or even being around other people in general, i feel bad for them that they have to see me. let alone talk to me (will never happen lol)

Don't feel bad for them

like why am i just so “un-human”? i can’t even walk or exist in public without analysing and overthinking my every move and wondering how dumb i look.

ever since i was kid ive been obsessed with self harm. not because it feels good.
soley out of pure hatred towards myself, i steal medical scalpels from my school and cut so deep until i see white, slam my head against walls, beat and hit myself until my body is covered in bruises, occasionally put myself in near-death situations and tell myself the most hurtful things ever.

i don’t think i deserve rights and i think i should just kill myself already which will happen very soon.

(it’s not even about looks, i’m actually a horrible person and i’ve done things that are so disgusting i can’t tell a single soul)

Why all the self hatred? Most of this would have probably been out of your control, nothing you could have done.

Society should be chasing us, women should be throwing themselves at us. If only they saw us for what we really are rather than just our looks and ND.

We are true gentlemen

 

[thirdworldceI]

being insanely insecure and a truecel is brutal.

i can’t even look at myself in the mirror no matter how much i try, i always feel like a disgusting pig whenever i catch a glimpse of my reflection.

the thing i hate most about my looks is when it comes to going out or even being around other people in general, i feel bad for them that they have to see me. let alone talk to me (will never happen lol)

like why am i just so “un-human”? i can’t even walk or exist in public without analysing and overthinking my every move and wondering how dumb i look.

ever since i was kid ive been obsessed with self harm. not because it feels good.
soley out of pure hatred towards myself, i steal medical scalpels from my school and cut so deep until i see white, slam my head against walls, beat and hit myself until my body is covered in bruises, occasionally put myself in near-death situations and tell myself the most hurtful things ever.

i don’t think i deserve rights and i think i should just kill myself already which will happen very soon.

(it’s not even about looks, i’m actually a horrible person and i’ve done things that are so disgusting i can’t tell a single soul)

>reddit space

 

[thirdworldceI]

This is emo faggotry. seriously, if you already at the point of cutting/stabbing/slicing yourself, just go all the way. This is just attentionseeking teenage shit imo

 

[Aspiring Janitor]

We're not killing ourselves faggot fuck off back to reddit

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

I emphatize with being a truecel and insecurity. But


This is emo faggotry. seriously, if you already at the point of cutting/stabbing/slicing yourself, just go all the way. This is just attentionseeking teenage shit imo

Does anyone over 16 even self harm? Lol

 

[FarangInDaNang]

If your fears are grounded in truth there’s only one thing to say: your fucked

 

[nihilum]

I will never suicide.