If you are curry, you are automatically the lowest of the low. What this means is that you have no redeeming qualities. You are the weakest, ugliest, and lowest of IQ, and everyone around you is disgusted by your presence. People openly and shamelessly dehumanize you as if its self-evidently morally justifiable given the grotesque nature of your being. At best, people can you tolerate you as a slave that is meant to be sacrificed while engaging in degrading menial labor. You are not even an NPC, you're an appendage.
You are not an autonomous being that is allowed to have any hope for oneself. Personal aspirations, dreams, and desires mean nothing because you are too incapable of producing what the world desires; you're just too out of sync with the rest of the world, so you constantly have to practice crushing your hopes in mind in the name of being "realistic". Never in your life have you felt pure optimism, confidence, or hope. You have only known quiet despair, as if you've been stuck inside a prison, serving time for the crime of having been born. The only thing that you can hope for is to be put out of your misery.
You are not an autonomous being that is allowed to have any hope for oneself. Personal aspirations, dreams, and desires mean nothing because you are too incapable of producing what the world desires; you're just too out of sync with the rest of the world, so you constantly have to practice crushing your hopes in mind in the name of being "realistic". Never in your life have you felt pure optimism, confidence, or hope. You have only known quiet despair, as if you've been stuck inside a prison, serving time for the crime of having been born. The only thing that you can hope for is to be put out of your misery.
