Being fucked with

[Spaceninjadude]

So unlike a lot of people on this forum i've tried and still try to be positive about my life even though I have many flaws I like working them out but seriously wtf. I know I haven't been the best person in my life due to my social anxiety and I've been trying to get out more and talking to people but nobody wants to speak to me like that people don't even fucking invite me out in the "friend" group i'm in.
The one girl I actually felt something for likes someone else even though she's nice to me and we talk every now and then. Today was the fucking worst first this chick I talk to in a store I visit frequently and talk to her while she's at the counter and I come often and talk to her but today she just looked at me with a look of disgust and then walked away.

Then I try and then I try and talk to this other girl at the store and she blows me off too i'm guessing its because I come in too much when i'm on my break yet this other dude comes in all the time like I do and they don't mind him at all no he's not a chad he's just some normal looking guy granted I think we're about the same level looks wise I just have scars, and to top it all off I try getting a ride from this guy I kinda know so I call out to him and when I approach his car he nearly backs into me looks while in the car and laughs at me then proceeds to drive away.
Sorry if this is long and if it has typos

 

[LastEvolutionCell]

So young , barely born , its so good too see them suffer

 

[StormlitAqua]

what is formatting

 

[Felix97]

my brain got sore reading this LOL

use dots and paragraphs next time

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

like reading chinese

 

[StormlitAqua]

So, unlike a lot of people on this forum, I've tried and still try to be positive about my life even though I have many flaws. I like working them out but seriously wtf...

I know I haven't been the best person in my life due to my social anxiety and I've been trying to get out more and talking to people but nobody wants to speak to me, like that people don't even fucking invite me out in the "friend" group I'm in. The one girl I actually felt something for likes someone else even though she's nice to me and we talk every now and then.

Today was the fucking worst:

- First, this chick I talk to in a store I visit frequently and talk to her while she's at the counter and I come often and talk to her but today she just looked at me with a look of disgust and then walked away.
- Then I try and then I try and talk to this other girl at the store and she blows me off too. I'm guessing its because I come in too much when i'm on my break yet this other dude comes in all the time like I do and they don't mind him at all (no he's not a chad he's just some normal looking guy). Granted, I think we're about the same level looks wise I just have scars.
- To top it all off I try getting a ride from this guy I kinda know so I call out to him and when I approach his car he nearly backs into me looks while in the car and laughs at me then proceeds to drive away.


Fixed for you OP.

 

[Spaceninjadude]

Thanks m8 i'm tired couldn't bother to write a paragraph in a clear way atm