Its both a curse and a blessing because you’ll understand how people feel about you truly and it’ll make you feel alone but imo it’s freeing because you’ll learn to avoid bad people who only want to use you
Its like you wanna stop being stupid or “retarded” but you can’t, but that’s what people see you as, I genuinely think that normies think we lack awareness of it too, but the truth is I and many others are fully aware of our state.
You’ll feel like you’re a burden like you make dumb mistakes or you say or do the wrong thing but Its not your fault because socializing isn’t something we’re good at and I’ll never be extremely good at it ever, but the older I get the better I get at it.
And it used to hurt when I got insulted but I’ve learned to ignore it because theres nothing I could do, all I could do was accept defeat and continue on with my life
And you likely can’t even fight back because you are afraid to embarrass yourself, or normies say something new in their dialogue that you dk how to respond to
Its like you wanna stop being stupid or “retarded” but you can’t, but that’s what people see you as, I genuinely think that normies think we lack awareness of it too, but the truth is I and many others are fully aware of our state.
You’ll feel like you’re a burden like you make dumb mistakes or you say or do the wrong thing but Its not your fault because socializing isn’t something we’re good at and I’ll never be extremely good at it ever, but the older I get the better I get at it.
And it used to hurt when I got insulted but I’ve learned to ignore it because theres nothing I could do, all I could do was accept defeat and continue on with my life
And you likely can’t even fight back because you are afraid to embarrass yourself, or normies say something new in their dialogue that you dk how to respond to
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