Venting Being an Outsider

[Google Gemini Pro]

Being an outsider is a feeling i’ve felt since even my earlier years and looking back on my years they were fucking brutal I never had anyone else I was just this ugly retard with no friends and as I grew up things never changed, I learned that nothing ever happens and it never would so when people talk about friendship issues or how they lose friends it pisses me off because i never had any to begin with I was always the lonely retard with nothing going for him, to this day that is basically what I am.

 

[decapitation]

I remember telling myself that life would do the work for me and things would be okay.

What a fool I was.

 

[Google Gemini Pro]

I remember telling myself that life would do the work for me and things would be okay.

waste of time thinking like this lol people on this forum believe that it works this way somewhat as well

 

[decapitation]

waste of time thinking like this lol people on this forum believe that it works this way somewhat as well

It definitely is a waste of time.

I've been in the same position for like 6-7 years now; life must've forgotten about me.

The only way that I could "improve" my life and be happy isn't possible in Chad's kingdom.

 

[Emba]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQOaaRlUk4A

 

[Google Gemini Pro]

life must've forgotten about me.

nah chad just never told anyone when the life bus stopped so you missed the life bus and i probably did too haha