Serious Being an Incel destroys my personality. Im getting a worse person day by day.

[Aramaic-cel_SB]

When I was about 20 years old, I still had hopes (bluepilled times) and I was a Happy person. I was nice to almost everyone, i spent times with my family members or I went outside and played football or stuff like that. I was just a person without Depression.

Now im 23 years old and i have changed my personality since a few years. I lost my few friends because i just dont Talk to them anymore. I dont like my family members anymore. I hate everyone. I rarely go outside. Im pessimistic. I have violent thoughts in my head i never thought that i would one day thinking about something like that. In additional, i see everyone finds love except me. They are happy with their life while im having Bad thoughts and thinking how to end my life. I just want to be Happy too. Why dont i get happiness? Nobody can Change my personality anymore. Im Not sure if even a woman can Change me. It doesnt matter because a woman will never love me.

 

[VisVoi]

You don't get happiness because you're not good looking or rich.

 

[Darthmat]

Your main problem is you just don't want to be yourself and take showers.

Okay to be serious I know how you feel.
I got plenty of time to do whatever as I have no kids and no relationship but I catch myself all the time saying what's the fucking point when you have nothing to live for. I become jaded and when my folks try to get me to do something I just go lazy because it's pointless like watering plants or any of that dumb ass shit.

 

[Deleted member 10124]

I sympathize & empathise with this. I feel ya.

 

[Evildoer]

The price you pay, for being subhuman. Inceldom is constant suffering.

 

[Lawlet]

you probably got cucked by a femoid, and then you realized your position in society. utter garbage in the eyes of humanity, and thus you became blackpilled. who cares about love, just do shit for fun.

 

[Deleted member 6626]

I'm slowly turning into a cantankerous git....And I fucking love it.

 

[PotatoTomato]

I try to stay positive, but there are times when I feel completely hopeless and have small mental breakdowns haha
My personality has become slightly warped, but I'm trying to live in a healthy manner to (hopefully) change it.