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Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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- May 16, 2018
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Being a person who overthinks everything and is anxious about everything, being at the absolute bottom is great.
I have nothing to lose. I'm not mentally attached to anything, I don't have any responsibilities. Except for my parents and cat, I don't care about anything at all.
And this is a blessing and a great gift.
I literally worry about everything for no reason. For example, today I had to hand in an essay. For this bullshit degree with no value, they make me work my ass off too much. So I just copied it off the internet, put my name on it, and said fuck it. Since I'm so anxious, I can't get this out of my mind. But I only have to remind myself that I am at the absolute bottom, I have no job, no money, no prospects, no skills, no girlfriend, no friends, no health, no strength, no hair - why the fuck do I care? They probably won't even notice, and even if they do, why the fuck should I care?
I have nothing to lose. I'm not mentally attached to anything, I don't have any responsibilities. Except for my parents and cat, I don't care about anything at all.
And this is a blessing and a great gift.
I literally worry about everything for no reason. For example, today I had to hand in an essay. For this bullshit degree with no value, they make me work my ass off too much. So I just copied it off the internet, put my name on it, and said fuck it. Since I'm so anxious, I can't get this out of my mind. But I only have to remind myself that I am at the absolute bottom, I have no job, no money, no prospects, no skills, no girlfriend, no friends, no health, no strength, no hair - why the fuck do I care? They probably won't even notice, and even if they do, why the fuck should I care?