
Benvolio69
Greycel
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- Joined
- Dec 28, 2024
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Being nd literally makes everything in life 10x harder. I haven’t made a single friend my entire life, likely will never have a family, I can’t even socialise properly on incel sites or Reddit or literally anywhere. Everywhere I go i literally just get treated like a subhuman. No matter how hard I try to mask people always see through it and call me weird and despise me. I literally don’t know what it is about people being able to detect you have something wrong with you so quickly, some people are quite lucky they can mask or have unnoticeable autism, whereas I once had a therapy session and 2 of the therapists both separately concluded they thought I was autistic after speaking to me literally once. There was even a friend group at my school of other autistics and they literally all treated me like a subhuman and said I was too annoying and too weird. I literally feel like the truest of all cels because even other incels and other autistic people don’t value me so I’m practically bellow subhuman at this point. I’ve seen numerous therapists and every single one has given up on me because they very quickly realise that I’m far beyond help and will never be able to have human qualities im just too socially inept. More than likely I will ropemaxx soon and I don’t have a single reason not to.
Thanks for reading my vent, I know Ts probably gets posted all the time I just needed somewhere to express myself.
Thanks for reading my vent, I know Ts probably gets posted all the time I just needed somewhere to express myself.