Before you knew you were an incel, what did you imagine your future being like?

[Deleted Member 8090]

Before I got blackpilled I imagined this fantasy that is obviously bullshit:
I would be jacked and trained well by the time I was older, I would have a house and money, I would have a wife who loves me and many children.

What a fucking joke, nothing close to that is even possible.

Maybe I could get fit if I trained (though it's mostly up to Chad genetics I don't have so without roids that destroy your health, it wouldn't be impressive) maybe I could get money if I was really smart and hardworking (fuck that) but I would never ever find a wife who loves me and I don't even want to bring more life into the world anymore.

I had the complete inverse of ideas as I know are true now, I was a total moralfag who believed in goodness and hard work. Gets you nowhere I guess.

Did you know you would turn out to be what you hated? I was always so against people like myself

 

[FuckYou]

a lot like this actually

 

[Krobus]

I basically thought I'd be Chad

 

[iicc66]

I would be jacked and trained well by the time I was older, I would have a house and money, I would have a wife who loves me and many children

Same

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

In High School I thought that I was a volcel because I wasn't trying hard enough. I didn't think much about my future. For sure I didn't think that I would've turned out a loser in both romance and career. I believed that I was going to become a famous comic artist and that I would get relationships when due time would come.

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Thought I'd end up as a famous rich attractive celebrity with a hot loyal girlfriend.

 

[Manlet]

I just wanted a normal life with a wife and kids and shit.

 

[WeirdPanda]

In High School I thought that I was a volcel because I wasn't trying hard enough. I didn't think much about my future. For sure I didn't think that I would've turned out a loser in both romance and career. I believed that I was going to become a famous comic artist and that I would get relationships when due time would come.

This but replace comic artist with programmer.

 

[Lego Island 2]

comfy WFH software engineer with HQNP tradwife

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

programmer

Did you manage to become one? If not, why? I never became a comic artist and not even an artist. In middle school I became depressed and ever since then I've been too busy LDARing to find the motivation to improve my art. I still plan on doing it... tomorrow.

 

[WeirdPanda]

Did you manage to become one? If not, why? I never became a comic artist and not even an artist. In middle school I became depressed and ever since then I've been too busy LDARing to find the motivation to improve my art. I still plan on doing it... tomorrow.

Wanting to become a programmer for me was mostly a middle school dream because I was an isolated autistic nerd (obviously still am but that's just the school archetype) and over here being a programmer still has the non-NT association. I still plan on learning to code sometime soon for other reasons but I don't want to have a stem career anymore.

 

[anon]

I don't know, I was a kid. I didn't really think about adult things, I was just happy to come home from school and play video games or whatever.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Wanting to become a programmer for me was mostly a middle school dream because I was an isolated autistic nerd (obviously still am but that's just the school archetype) and over here being a programmer still has the non-NT association. I still plan on learning to code sometime soon for other reasons but I don't want to have a stem career anymore.

Problem is that I never made a plan B since I don't like doing anything else. But I didn't pursue my only dream either. Kind of stupid of me, now I'm stuck doing shitty jobs unless I can get a degree in something I don't really care about.

 

[Brainy]

I wanted to be a hentai protagonist

 

[Cincel]

Boring and depressive

 

[AnonWojak]

I thought that my looksmatch to naturally approach me and/or she would make it easy for me, "the one" as normies say, also my height would not be an issue, girls in their my age and younger wouldn't be giant whores who've rided 10s of dicks, and finally I would be a centrist/socialist leaning.

 

[fullofchagrin]

Before I got blackpilled I imagined this fantasy that is obviously bullshit:
I would be jacked and trained well by the time I was older, I would have a house and money, I would have a wife who loves me and many children.

What a fucking joke, nothing close to that is even possible.

Maybe I could get fit if I trained (though it's mostly up to Chad genetics I don't have so without roids that destroy your health, it wouldn't be impressive) maybe I could get money if I was really smart and hardworking (fuck that) but I would never ever find a wife who loves me and I don't even want to bring more life into the world anymore.

I had the complete inverse of ideas as I know are true now, I was a total moralfag who believed in goodness and hard work. Gets you nowhere I guess.

Did you know you would turn out to be what you hated? I was always so against people like myself

I don't remember I have memory loss

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

I don't remember I have memory loss

Incel trait

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I thought I’d have a wife and more decent job

 

[Emba]

Freezing to death sleeping near a dumpster

 

[Faded For Her]

Truecel trait: You could never imagine a future in the first place.

 

[despisedpaul]

i always knew it was over
thought I would rope by now though

 

[anotherwastedlife]

I honestly don't even remember but i can assure you that i didn't want it to be this

 

[DutchCel01]

I was always lost in life even when young and just lived day to day. I have never had a plan for my future

 

[nico]

Before I got blackpilled I imagined this fantasy that is obviously bullshit:
I would be jacked and trained well by the time I was older, I would have a house and money, I would have a wife who loves me and many children.

What a fucking joke, nothing close to that is even possible.

Maybe I could get fit if I trained (though it's mostly up to Chad genetics I don't have so without roids that destroy your health, it wouldn't be impressive) maybe I could get money if I was really smart and hardworking (fuck that) but I would never ever find a wife who loves me and I don't even want to bring more life into the world anymore.

I had the complete inverse of ideas as I know are true now, I was a total moralfag who believed in goodness and hard work. Gets you nowhere I guess.

Did you know you would turn out to be what you hated? I was always so against people like myself

thought everything would fall into the right place, money, looks, height but nothing did

 

[GeckoBus]

Boring and depressive

I was always lost in life even when young and just lived day to day. I have never had a plan for my future

i always knew it was over
thought I would rope by now though

Truecel trait: You could never imagine a future in the first place.

Freezing to death sleeping near a dumpster

same as all of these. Thought I would be dead before 20. I couldn't even imagine living normal life since I never had anything to begin with. By age 13 I knew my future would either be a miracle or homelessness. Hint - it turned out to be the later.

 

[Numetalist]

I can't even remember. I've lived for so long wanting to die, never thinking I'd see tomorrow or even the next coming months or years. Every time I think of my future, even before I was this way, i draw a blank. I know what i want to be now, a boxer. But before then, I couldn't tell you. I don't remember.

 

[BurekConsoomerRedux]

When I was 14-15 I had hopes that I'll get a growth spurt and that my face will get better, but higher forces decided that I need character development (development into a monster). All my dreams of a girlfriend or a wife drinking coffee and joking with me were flushe down the toilet.

 

[Emba]

same as all of these. Thought I would be dead before 20. I couldn't even imagine living normal life since I never had anything to begin with. By age 13 I knew my future would either be a miracle or homelessness. Hint - it turned out to be the later.

Now I'm freezing to death near my woodstove because it's so gdmf cold inside due to shitty insulation);

 

[FEMCELS FANTASY]

Before I got blackpilled I imagined this fantasy that is obviously bullshit:
I would be jacked and trained well by the time I was older, I would have a house and money, I would have a wife who loves me and many children.

What a fucking joke, nothing close to that is even possible.

Maybe I could get fit if I trained (though it's mostly up to Chad genetics I don't have so without roids that destroy your health, it wouldn't be impressive) maybe I could get money if I was really smart and hardworking (fuck that) but I would never ever find a wife who loves me and I don't even want to bring more life into the world anymore.

I had the complete inverse of ideas as I know are true now, I was a total moralfag who believed in goodness and hard work. Gets you nowhere I guess.

Did you know you would turn out to be what you hated? I was always so against people like myself

That I'd grow up and magically be at a healthy weight and look like a square jawed male soap opera lead hahaha.

Man we mentally ill cels can be quite delusional can't we?

 

[GeckoBus]

Now I'm freezing to death near my woodstove because it's so gdmf cold inside due to shitty insulation);

we used to have a wood stove growing up, but we started burning coal later, it sucked ass. Can also relate to shitty insulation, living room on first floor was like 18°C/64°F and shit, and basement where oven was like 30°C/86°F fucking shit bungalow from 70s

Thoughts on heated blankets/mattress pads? I heard they break easily and are a waste of money.

 

[Vakasneb3856]

I would just have a normal generic life, maybe be dateable after highschool. That soon became crushed with the horrible things I had to face and I began to accept how cruel people are.

 

[JuliusEvola]

before highschool, i thought i'd go to the ivy university my dad did and get some well paying job

 

[Yabadadabadoo]

I thought I would just end up finding somebody. Like my father

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

i’d be a strong chad with bitches galore and a good paying job living the life.

turns out i got the opposite of everything pretty much

 

[Emba]

we used to have a wood stove growing up, but we started burning coal later, it sucked ass. Can also relate to shitty insulation, living room on first floor was like 18°C/64°F and shit, and basement where oven was like 30°C/86°F fucking shit bungalow from 70s

Thoughts on heated blankets/mattress pads? I heard they break easily and are a waste of money.

Mine worked great for only one full season. Now it barely works at all.

I'm wearing my coat inside rn and my hands are cold

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I knew I would end posting on sites like this one

 

[tayhrdl]

Somewhere at the age of 12, I realized that I'm ugly and my brain is wired differently, so I knew that my future would be problematic, resulting in me not thinking about the future. But I was always aware that I'd be a virgin4life.

 

[ThanostheGOAT]

I always imagined myself as a popular Chad who’s loved by everyone

 

[Fortress Resolution]

a lot like this actually

 

[ForcedMarriageNow]

I've had a pessimistic view on life for as long as I can remember due to being bad at everything and nothing ever going my way.

 

[aitcel]

I don't want anything anymore

 

[Sir Silentium]

I thought the society would actually accept me and not treat me like crap