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Blackpill Before the blackpill my life was shit

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I had friends in the lunchroom in 9th grade and we would talk a lot

but in 10thg grade I was afraid to go to the lunchroom because I was afraid I wasn’t going to have any friends in there so I stayed in the library and some of my aquintances I would talk to in there

legit afraid of the lunchroom that’s why I did some activity while there was lunch when the library wasn’t opened

Jesus my life is so hard

I would probably go outside to play basketball or be outside it’s better than being alone in the lunch room
 
mine was shit before and after
 
mine was shit before and after
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I wasn’t really too suicidal tbh, but there was this one moment where I said to myself I want to kill myself but the thought of me dying a virgin was a crazy thought
 
racepill made my life a living misery
 
Lunchroom sucked. Id either sit alone and eat at table by myself or with the most unpopular group of losers
 
Lunchroom sucked. Id either sit alone and eat at table by myself or with the most unpopular group of losers
In middle school too?

Sophomore grade I was so afraid of the lunchroom I never wanted to go there

I’m glad I had an activity to do so I avoided the lunchroom the whole year
 
In middle school too?

Sophomore grade I was so afraid of the lunchroom I never wanted to go there

I’m glad I had an activity to do so I avoided the lunchroom the whole year
I was alone basically every lunch from middle school to when i was at college for a few years. I didn’t get a cellphone until my junior year of high school so i had nothing to distract me. Just me, the food, and my thoughts
 
How old are you now OPe?

I was 30 before I discovered 'pills'. Interesting to think about but I'd encourage being more pragmatic in life ngl.
 
How old are you now OPe?

I was 30 before I discovered 'pills'. Interesting to think about but I'd encourage being more pragmatic in life ngl.
Young Incel man, it’s over for me

I’m trying my best to get out of this situation with surgery

if not I’m just gonna commit suicide
 
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I wasn’t really too suicidal tbh, but there was this one moment where I said to myself I want to kill myself but the thought of me dying a virgin was a crazy thought
I think we have to let go of this and just be somewhat happy living as virgins. Otherwise there is no point and we might as well exit this existence. Now I'm convinced this path I am on today is far better than the lowest point I was at.
 
All these pills got me on pills!
 
I think we have to let go of this and just be somewhat happy living as virgins. Otherwise there is no point and we might as well exit this existence. Now I'm convinced this path I am on today is far better than the lowest point I was at.
U can just fuck an escort
 
ironically my life seems better now for some reason, even though I'm constantly depressed and have no hope

I guess being aware of things can make you take better decisions and try to improve yourself in a logical way, back then I wasted too much time coping with stupid shit that eventually made me feel worse after my obvious failures.
 
knowing the blackpill makes me reason that I have no interest in integrating into society. I know that I will always be rejected as autistic and ugly, so I will no longer waste my time and will try to channel it into other activities.
 
In highschool I would eat alone in empty stairwells or halls no one used. It didnt bother me much I prefer to eat in peace then what happened when I did sit at a table of kids from my old middle school- a black kid came up to me and slapped my tray of food out of my hand. Then did it again the next day when I went back. When I reported them to security no one did anything so I decided I will never eat near people again in school
 
In highschool I would eat alone in empty stairwells or halls no one used. It didnt bother me much I prefer to eat in peace then what happened when I did sit at a table of kids from my old middle school- a black kid came up to me and slapped my tray of food out of my hand. Then did it again the next day when I went back. When I reported them to security no one did anything so I decided I will never eat near people again in school
edward norton film GIF by hoppip
 
In highschool I would eat alone in empty stairwells or halls no one used. It didnt bother me much I prefer to eat in peace then what happened when I did sit at a table of kids from my old middle school- a black kid came up to me and slapped my tray of food out of my hand. Then did it again the next day when I went back. When I reported them to security no one did anything so I decided I will never eat near people again in school
Why not in the lunchroom
 
ironically my life seems better now for some reason, even though I'm constantly depressed and have no hope

I guess being aware of things can make you take better decisions and try to improve yourself in a logical way, back then I wasted too much time coping with stupid shit that eventually made me feel worse after my obvious failures.
Being blackpilled and aware feels better

In my bluepilled days I always coped by saying "I have no time for a gf now anyway" yeah riiightt
 
U can just fuck an escort
Maybe but why spend the money. Sex is about a power exchange by all indications man. I think I wouldn't even be able to perform as pathetic as we all feel it's hard to dominate a women, especially a good looking one.. right? And better to save your money and survive in peace is it not?

I guess if you have the money could try to do it.....
 
Pretty horrific lunch stories. I would always dread the lunch breaks. There was a time when I didn't have a group and I would just basically explore the hallways, or walk to the public library and back to school, basically hiding from people

Blessed are the people who never had to experience that
 

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