In whatever internet forum there always seems to be some user whom I cannot imagine is a real person who experiences the same things me or you do. This is partly because of preconceived categories I have in my mind and I can't imagine people crossing through between them, and just some other reasons I can't put into words, but I know of course that there is a real person behind that account. I soon start thinking about them all the time and becoming maybe slightly obsessed. I feel a deep yearning to know what's behind those words. Only users who give off certain auras are the ones to conjure these yearning emotions inside of me. Two users do this for me but for opposite reasons, firstly the guy I mention in my signature, and then Yerberito. No other postmaxxer gives off this aura strangely enough. There is sonethong robotic about him and I suddenly want to know the person behind it very badly. It's all just endless pondering from there.
