Venting Becoming more numb

[antipode]

This year, but especially the last couple months for me have been so completely emotionally destructive to me my brain can barely keep up anymore.

Two people close to me died, I got into a car accident, my parents are on worse terms than they have ever been, my performance at work has been slipping and my boss notices, having no luck finding my own place to live because everything is so fucking expensive, I haven't been following my diet so I'm gaining more weight, and the list goes on.

All my free time I just want to rot. Can barely even log into .is anymore. I'm so tired.

 

[DarkStar]

I know what you mean, it's just cause we've been beaten up by life so much that this is what we're reduced to

Sometimes, I feel all my emotions "rise" but then they settle back down again, leaving me on a plane of just feeling void & empty

 

[Hail]

This year, but especially the last couple months for me have been so completely emotionally destructive to me my brain can barely keep up anymore.

Two people close to me died, I got into a car accident, my parents are on worse terms than they have ever been, my performance at work has been slipping and my boss notices, having no luck finding my own place to live because everything is so fucking expensive, I haven't been following my diet so I'm gaining more weight, and the list goes on.

All my free time I just want to rot. Can barely even log into .is anymore. I'm so tired.

Brutal I hope things look up for you

 

[basedcrackaddict]

IVE BECOME SO NUMB I CANT FEEL YOU THERE

 

[Acorn]

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Brutal

 

[antipode]

I know what you mean, it's just cause we've been beaten up by life so much that this is what we're reduced to

Sometimes, I feel all my emotions "rise" but then they settle back down again, leaving me on a plane of just feeling void & empty

It feels like every time I get an ounce of motivation something comes along to kick my ass for stepping out of line and I just go back to how I was right away. The more I need to fix myself the more I don't want to.

 

[antipode]

Brutal I hope things look up for you

Thanks brocel. Me too