Looking back I see how i was bluepilled, and i remember the awakening I had when I slowly become redpilled, it happened because of constantly seeing contradictions in what people said and their behaviour and actions
Originally the redpill was simple, it was over, and for these simple reasons, it explained all the contradictions of the bluepill. But over time as the redpill spread it began to take on a life of its own, the redpilled community began to start sounding more and more like the bluepilled community, where members would contradict themselves exactly how bluepilled people do. You could start to see the same kind of delusional in the redpill as you find on the bluepill, but just different kinds of delusionals and contradictions.
This slowly moved me away from the redpill and I found myself seeing redpilled communities as just the other side of the coin of the bluepilled communities. When you step back and analyse both communities you see how both are lying to themselves constantly, constantly contradicting themselves, contradictions aren’t as bad as the blatant lies both of the communities spout. It seems both groups want to tell themselves certain things in order to I assume stay positive, stay hopeful, and cope, for bluepillers they see it as completely random, like a lotto, it’ll be your turn, for redpillers they say you just have to achieve X and then it’ll be your turn. “You’ll find her one day, just get a hobby” or “Just work hard till age 50 and all the young women will be all over you bro”. These kinds of lies, half truths, whatever you want to call them, they’re supposed to make you feel good, but when you look at it objectively from a top down view, if you’re brutally honest with yourself, you know it’s all feel good crap non-sense.
It requires you as a human to be able to take control of your own ego, stop letting your ego tell you what you want to hear, to be 100% brutally honest with yourself, your situation, your history, your experiences, your life, your position in society and how you’re treated, you must also take into account the consistent and repeated actions and behaviours of others around you over the course of your life, and see humans for what they are, instead of what you would like to believe they’re. You cannot let morals or ethics, pessimism, passion or enthusiasm cloud your judgement. The problem is this cannot be done unless you’ve truly suffered in life, mostly social isolation, it is said that solitary confinement is the worst punishment a human can experience, it is only in this situation can you have the blinders and filters of life completely turned off and enter a deep state of introspection, this can take some years to truly understand. Once you have experienced this and you enter the world again, you can see the world for what it truly is.
Most of the human population will never have the experiences, social isolation, mental fortitude, self awareness, introspective and analytical skills to ever become blackpilled, most will at best come to a redpilled state of mind, but will never reach full awareness. I believe it is a self defence mechanism in the brain that doesn’t allow for most to become blackpilled, as the blackpill shows you that it is essentially over if you do not meet a specific criteria. You will find the blackpill is existence, life and death, it is not limited to humans, it oversees living and non-living entity in existence, from a runt lion cub who is eaten by its siblings, to a man being born with superior genetics which gives him a life beyond another mans understanding, without ever having any decision or effort in the matters, to a billion year old galaxy and everything within it becoming consumed by a black hole, to the black hole itself being consumed by an even greater black hole.
The blackpill is inescapable part of life and the universe, you may not understand it, you may not ever be able to comprehend it, but it’s there, and nothing you can do will ever debunk it or make it go away.
The blackpill is indeed a dead end, there is no place to go from the blackpill, this is because it is the truth, the brutal truth of existence.
Some will be born healthy incels who live till 100, some will be born female and always be wanted, some will be born Chad and experience all the best feelings and experiences life has to offer a human, and others will be born to die from brain cancer at age 5. You going to tell me the kid dying from brain cancer at age 5 was him just not trying hard enough? You going to tell me it was the kids personality? You going to tell me the kid was just too negative bro? That was that humans existence, it was written it’s DNA, once the sperm cell hit the egg, it was written. No amount of hard work, dedication, or just being a good decent human fucking being stops that 5 year old dead from brain cancer, just like it doesn’t stop an individual from being incel and forever unwanted by the opposite sex of said species. When a galaxy is consumed by a black hole it was going to happen based on the birth location and path of that galaxy and the black hole, nothing could stop it, change it, or help it.
Originally the redpill was simple, it was over, and for these simple reasons, it explained all the contradictions of the bluepill. But over time as the redpill spread it began to take on a life of its own, the redpilled community began to start sounding more and more like the bluepilled community, where members would contradict themselves exactly how bluepilled people do. You could start to see the same kind of delusional in the redpill as you find on the bluepill, but just different kinds of delusionals and contradictions.
This slowly moved me away from the redpill and I found myself seeing redpilled communities as just the other side of the coin of the bluepilled communities. When you step back and analyse both communities you see how both are lying to themselves constantly, constantly contradicting themselves, contradictions aren’t as bad as the blatant lies both of the communities spout. It seems both groups want to tell themselves certain things in order to I assume stay positive, stay hopeful, and cope, for bluepillers they see it as completely random, like a lotto, it’ll be your turn, for redpillers they say you just have to achieve X and then it’ll be your turn. “You’ll find her one day, just get a hobby” or “Just work hard till age 50 and all the young women will be all over you bro”. These kinds of lies, half truths, whatever you want to call them, they’re supposed to make you feel good, but when you look at it objectively from a top down view, if you’re brutally honest with yourself, you know it’s all feel good crap non-sense.
It requires you as a human to be able to take control of your own ego, stop letting your ego tell you what you want to hear, to be 100% brutally honest with yourself, your situation, your history, your experiences, your life, your position in society and how you’re treated, you must also take into account the consistent and repeated actions and behaviours of others around you over the course of your life, and see humans for what they are, instead of what you would like to believe they’re. You cannot let morals or ethics, pessimism, passion or enthusiasm cloud your judgement. The problem is this cannot be done unless you’ve truly suffered in life, mostly social isolation, it is said that solitary confinement is the worst punishment a human can experience, it is only in this situation can you have the blinders and filters of life completely turned off and enter a deep state of introspection, this can take some years to truly understand. Once you have experienced this and you enter the world again, you can see the world for what it truly is.
Most of the human population will never have the experiences, social isolation, mental fortitude, self awareness, introspective and analytical skills to ever become blackpilled, most will at best come to a redpilled state of mind, but will never reach full awareness. I believe it is a self defence mechanism in the brain that doesn’t allow for most to become blackpilled, as the blackpill shows you that it is essentially over if you do not meet a specific criteria. You will find the blackpill is existence, life and death, it is not limited to humans, it oversees living and non-living entity in existence, from a runt lion cub who is eaten by its siblings, to a man being born with superior genetics which gives him a life beyond another mans understanding, without ever having any decision or effort in the matters, to a billion year old galaxy and everything within it becoming consumed by a black hole, to the black hole itself being consumed by an even greater black hole.
The blackpill is inescapable part of life and the universe, you may not understand it, you may not ever be able to comprehend it, but it’s there, and nothing you can do will ever debunk it or make it go away.
The blackpill is indeed a dead end, there is no place to go from the blackpill, this is because it is the truth, the brutal truth of existence.
Some will be born healthy incels who live till 100, some will be born female and always be wanted, some will be born Chad and experience all the best feelings and experiences life has to offer a human, and others will be born to die from brain cancer at age 5. You going to tell me the kid dying from brain cancer at age 5 was him just not trying hard enough? You going to tell me it was the kids personality? You going to tell me the kid was just too negative bro? That was that humans existence, it was written it’s DNA, once the sperm cell hit the egg, it was written. No amount of hard work, dedication, or just being a good decent human fucking being stops that 5 year old dead from brain cancer, just like it doesn’t stop an individual from being incel and forever unwanted by the opposite sex of said species. When a galaxy is consumed by a black hole it was going to happen based on the birth location and path of that galaxy and the black hole, nothing could stop it, change it, or help it.
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