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After I graduated, I haven't done anything for 4,5 year now. NOTHING. I've been LDARing all this time, no job, no training, no hobbies, no friends, NOTHING. Now when I look at job/internship offers, my brain goes cloudy. The thought of waking up extremely early every day to be a slave for 8 hours and come back home with zero energy, depressed and tired, makes me want to just end it right here. I know for a fact I won't be able to work for myself in life, entire life just to get fuckign scraps that I will barely make living out of. The thought of it is crushingly bad. I wish I was never born into this depressing, slave world. Or at least born in a country with no gun control laws if you know what I am talking about. The only way to off myself with a gun is to go to a gun range and just shoot myself there (is this a good Idea?).