Just want to vent for a bit about my first day back to school following a week of spring break. My writing can be a bit dry and not very engaging so I don't fault anyone for losing interest as they read. But maybe some of my experiences can be relatable and provoke some discussion here.
Bus ride: two landwhales with the most irritating voices talking loudly in the back. One of them was talking about not being to go to class because she had to care about her cat after surgery. The main thing I noticed was how automatic and NPC-like foids' responses during conversation tend to be. Everything they say seems so scripted and filled with fake empathy.
Lunch-time: received the dreaded question of what I did over spring break. Obviously I couldn't say I just grinded Apex 24/7 and posted on incels.is. Originally decided to meet up with these normies for lunch because we were going to plan an upcoming weekend trip. One of the curries suddenly says he can't do it because he made some other plans, even though I had mentioned this trip long in advance and we had all sort of agreed on it happening. Felt great to have my plans and ideas completely disregarded. Then the three of them started talking about their own normie shit and I was just zoning out in silence.
Afternoon class: professor literally had TikToks embedded in his PPT. He's also a faggot (mentions his 'partner' and has the most flamboyant mannerisms). For some reason instead of just finishing the class at an earlier hour he decides to waste my time by adding 15 minute breaks every hour. During that time, I'm sitting surrounded by people but completely socially alone. Every normie is having their conversations catching up on their spring break depravities. It's even more frustrating to me because I wouldn't get any satisfaction from engaging with them anyways, so I have no choice but to sulk alone in my corner with airpods in.
Bus ride back: Group of white normies/chads from my class (they all either have GFs or are already married) talking about an upcoming basketball game. Fuck sports and the normie worship of sports teams. It's so alien to me because they all seem genuinely invested, like it's part of their identity.
It's such a relief to be back home in my own little cave. Since I joined this site, I've started to hate the company of people more and more.
Edit: forgot this one thing. The chang in my group is voluntarily attending his cousin's wedding to a white man. No comment.
Bus ride: two landwhales with the most irritating voices talking loudly in the back. One of them was talking about not being to go to class because she had to care about her cat after surgery. The main thing I noticed was how automatic and NPC-like foids' responses during conversation tend to be. Everything they say seems so scripted and filled with fake empathy.
Lunch-time: received the dreaded question of what I did over spring break. Obviously I couldn't say I just grinded Apex 24/7 and posted on incels.is. Originally decided to meet up with these normies for lunch because we were going to plan an upcoming weekend trip. One of the curries suddenly says he can't do it because he made some other plans, even though I had mentioned this trip long in advance and we had all sort of agreed on it happening. Felt great to have my plans and ideas completely disregarded. Then the three of them started talking about their own normie shit and I was just zoning out in silence.
Afternoon class: professor literally had TikToks embedded in his PPT. He's also a faggot (mentions his 'partner' and has the most flamboyant mannerisms). For some reason instead of just finishing the class at an earlier hour he decides to waste my time by adding 15 minute breaks every hour. During that time, I'm sitting surrounded by people but completely socially alone. Every normie is having their conversations catching up on their spring break depravities. It's even more frustrating to me because I wouldn't get any satisfaction from engaging with them anyways, so I have no choice but to sulk alone in my corner with airpods in.
Bus ride back: Group of white normies/chads from my class (they all either have GFs or are already married) talking about an upcoming basketball game. Fuck sports and the normie worship of sports teams. It's so alien to me because they all seem genuinely invested, like it's part of their identity.
It's such a relief to be back home in my own little cave. Since I joined this site, I've started to hate the company of people more and more.
Edit: forgot this one thing. The chang in my group is voluntarily attending his cousin's wedding to a white man. No comment.
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