It's Over Autism is the reason I'm alone - high chance of being 40 yo virgin and/or suicide

[-aros-]

Hi, I'm new here.
For many years, I've wanted what normies have, mainly the existence of a romantic life. Goes without saying, I have had zero success, and not through lack of trying. Careful not to come across as "humblebragging" - I have nothing to brag about trust me - but let's just say I've worked on myself intensely, largely in line with normie advice, in a vain attempt to access the positive aspects of such a life.
I learned to mask to the point casual observers don't notice I'm autistic. But people always sense something is off. Any time I try to express any emotion or even basic communication to a female, I get met with disgust/ghosting, and never any feedback. Every single time it's just "oh we don't click that way".
I have no personality because I'm autistic, so it's over. I think I come across as uncanny, creepy, awkward and rude because I'm always slightly off with my manual replication of social skills. No girl wants a sperg, they want a confident neurotypical guy.

I'm severely depressed, I cannot function in daily life. Seeing normies talk so casually about things that are a pipe dream for me like having a gf is torture. Seeing normies enjoying their life while I cannot is purgatory. I always compare myself to others, and how can I not - it's logical to do so. People try to feed me copes but I always think them through and find them to be just that - copes. One of the most annoying things I hear normies say is that we're all asexual like Sheldon Cooper - such fucking bullshit. Male spergs actually report a higher than average sex drive, but very few of us get to satisfy it. Same goes for romantic connection. I'd love to buy a girl flowers and see her smile, but I'm always friendzoned before I have a chance. The prospect of dying without ever experiencing love is hell.

I have found some interesting data and talks on the topic of autism and inceldom, posted below. A very blunt and honest assessment of autism for men, unlike the copey mainstream shit.

What are the communities thoughts on this? Does autism hold you back tangibly so?

Some data analysis:
View: https://youtu.be/R0XaEnfH9P8

The uncanny valley in the context of autism:
View: https://youtu.be/YykdCmFdCAQ

 

[Glerforpus]

Women are shallow whores, they wouldn’t want your baggage. They’d probably be too embarrassed of you in public

 

[-aros-]

What sucks though is that there are potentially very positive aspects to being autistic, like I would do well in a monogamous relationship because I'm very loyal, and in a meritocratic world my high iq could get a good job. But no, normies fuck me, so fuck them. NEETmaxxing for me. No gf, no waging

 

[Praise the Sun]

No gf, no waging

Very based, let the winners of this society work while we wait for the collapse.

 

[Deleted member 40379]

one day we will have the courage to kill ourself we will lose it

 

[river_flow]

Very based, let the winners of this society work while we wait for the collapse.

 

[Glerforpus]

Very based, let the winners of this society work while we wait for the collapse.
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When will it happen tho

 

[Praise the Sun]

When will it happen tho

Hopefully this year when inflation rises higher and higher and war erupts between USA and china and Russia and Nato.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

are you ugly by any chance

 

[Deleted member 40252]

What sucks though is that there are potentially very positive aspects to being autistic, like I would do well in a monogamous relationship because I'm very loyal, and in a meritocratic world my high iq could get a good job. But no, normies fuck me, so fuck them. NEETmaxxing for me. No gf, no waging

Relatable

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

in a meritocratic world my high iq could get a good job. But no, normies fuck me, so fuck them. NEETmaxxing for me. No gf, no waging

Perhaps...

Allow me to resonate with you(The tale of Aspie John):

(13-year-old)

(15-year-old)

He was quickly advancing in the ranks of language:

Indeed. It took him only half an hour to complete his daily lessons. This includes without his stimulant.

He was leaning towards STEM:

Sadly...

 

[crvkek]

i just want somebody to fck. im not in the mood for the other sht. women are complicated and bitchy. dont let the exterior fool you most are bitchy and needy. they need to be checked and put in their place or they will start with the silent treatment, ignoring, snarky comments, eye rolling and pick up airs about them. had to be around some in a education setting, it deteriorates over time. Its not just us they do that with. Sometimes they do the same to the women they are around for no good reason too. pump and dump but dont stick to them unless you can keep them in check.

 

[-aros-]

are you ugly by any chance

I'm not sure about what counts as humblebragging, but since you asked, no. I can elaborate but I don't want to break the rules.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

I'm not sure about what counts as humblebragging, but since you asked, no. I can elaborate but I don't want to break the rules.

Well, what I mean is Chad always wins, you could get a gf regardless of autism, you're average i suppose

 

[-aros-]

Well, what I mean is Chad always wins, you could get a gf regardless of autism, you're average i suppose

Not really, apart from fashion I meet basically all the lookism requirements, and people irl have verified that (and no, not just my grandma). It's pointless though, women will go off me whenever I try to talk/respond to them. Invariably.

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

Not really, apart from fashion I meet basically all the lookism requirements, and people irl have verified that (and no, not just my grandma). It's pointless though, women will go off me whenever I try to talk/respond to them. Invariably.

How old are you?

I will almost certainly be 40 year old virgin excluding prostitutes and maybe including.

But I am objectively ugly-faced and only 166 cm. How tall are you?

I never and still do not put my autism as the number one reason for my inceldom. I hate more my face and height than my autism. I hate the autism also, I would like to be able to have employment and money etc. But looks and height is of course more valuable than money.

 

[-aros-]

How old are you?

I will almost certainly be 40 year old virgin excluding prostitutes and maybe including.

But I am objectively ugly-faced and only 166 cm. How tall are you?

I never and still do not put my autism as the number one reason for my inceldom. I hate more my face and height than my autism. I hate the autism also, I would like to be able to have employment and money etc. But looks and height is of course more valuable than money.

*whispers* 185cm
How do you explain fat ugly manlets with gfs? Yes it happens.

Pretty flat curve here. Sure, tall helps, but autism doesn't even get you through the fucking door.
Then look at autism data in the video. It's not even that you're a late bloomer it never even begins for half of us, and many of the other half may be rape/molestation/gay/prostitution.

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

*whispers* 185cm
How do you explain fat ugly manlets with gfs? Yes it happens.

Pretty flat curve here. Sure, tall helps, but autism doesn't even get you through the fucking door.
Then look at autism data in the video. It's not even that you're a late bloomer it never even begins for half of us, and many of the other half may be rape/molestation/gay/prostitution.

You don't want to tell your age because you are young?

What half are you referring to? Who are not virgin? Prostitution should not count, because it distorts the statistics. Anyone can do that.

 

[Jez]

I can relate to this. I have autism as well. Gave up some time ago. Realized that people like us are simply not made to get girlfriends.

 

[-aros-]

You don't want to tell your age because you are young?

What half are you referring to? Who are not virgin? Prostitution should not count, because it distorts the statistics. Anyone can do that.

Yup half of autistic men admit to virginity at a mean age of 39.2. Oh fuck I just realised how bad that is. I'm 23.

 

[-aros-]

Definitely a sperg

What's wrong with that?

 

[bigantennaemay1]

Perhaps...

Allow me to resonate with you(The tale of Aspie John):

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(13-year-old)

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(15-year-old)

He was quickly advancing in the ranks of language:

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Indeed. It took him only half an hour to complete his daily lessons. This includes without his stimulant.

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He was leaning towards STEM:

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Sadly...

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Side note, I had exceptional reading skills my whole life, but was never really all that bad at math, either, I was usually above average.

Anyway, I think this shows a very important, but not often touched upon, black pill about autism and the workforce. It's known (or should be known) that autism is an extremely detrimental characteristic to possess in terms of dating, sex, and just making friends, but it has a strong negative impact on career potential, too. And not just getting hired, either, but I think it might play a role even with just getting a degree. I had a vocational counselor some years ago who admitted to me that I was the only client she had (she worked for the state in a role where they help with job placement for autistic adults) who possessed a Bachelor's Degree. And then if you look around at employment data for autistic adults, too, you'll find that a large majority of us (I don't remember exactly, but I think it was near 80%) are either unemployed, or under-employed.

It's an unfortunate fact that getting hired, the modern interview process, and the job hunt as a whole is all a very social arena, and if you struggle with socialization, you won't win in that arena, no matter how hard you try, no matter how many applications you put out, and so on. I've thought about making a post about it, but reading comprehension and writing skills are two entirely different things, and I suck at the latter, and hate it, anyway, so the post would likely just be shit.

 

[Rambocel]

What sucks though is that there are potentially very positive aspects to being autistic, like I would do well in a monogamous relationship because I'm very loyal, and in a meritocratic world my high iq could get a good job. But no, normies fuck me, so fuck them. NEETmaxxing for me. No gf, no waging

I have been reprimanded and even fired from jobs because of my mannerisms. One boss I had who was actually a cool guy even said to me that he didn't think I was trying to piss people off but basically I just was by how I existed. I had whore managers and Karens actually say shit like they didn't like the way I walked and talked and shit.

May Allah reign fire down upon them all and have them raped to death and into oblivion by flaming Mexican pit bulls with anthrax and super AIDS

 

[CrackingYs]

NTcels are the fakecels. They have no idea what it's like when you can't hold a normal conversation with a foid without them immediately thinking that you're retarded. Nothing dries a pussy faster than a retard.

 

[Antisocialloner]

Facts. Everything u said is all true. The only thing left for is to do is commit suicide or just wait this shit out until it's finally over. What a complete nightmare existence though. I still don't understand how some fags on here believe in a "god" lmfao

 

[Autismus Maximus]

Hi, I'm new here.
For many years, I've wanted what normies have, mainly the existence of a romantic life. Goes without saying, I have had zero success, and not through lack of trying. Careful not to come across as "humblebragging" - I have nothing to brag about trust me - but let's just say I've worked on myself intensely, largely in line with normie advice, in a vain attempt to access the positive aspects of such a life.
I learned to mask to the point casual observers don't notice I'm autistic. But people always sense something is off. Any time I try to express any emotion or even basic communication to a female, I get met with disgust/ghosting, and never any feedback. Every single time it's just "oh we don't click that way".
I have no personality because I'm autistic, so it's over. I think I come across as uncanny, creepy, awkward and rude because I'm always slightly off with my manual replication of social skills. No girl wants a sperg, they want a confident neurotypical guy.

Autism = Game over. To foids, autists are a little more attractive than fucking schizos.

People also often acted surprised when I reveal that I have assburgers, but they know something's off from the first second I open my mouth.

 

[fuckinggarbage]

Make a YouTube channel, get lots of views and be famous.

 

[Deleted member 41572]

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Hi, I'm new here.
For many years, I've wanted what normies have, mainly the existence of a romantic life. Goes without saying, I have had zero success, and not through lack of trying. Careful not to come across as "humblebragging" - I have nothing to brag about trust me - but let's just say I've worked on myself intensely, largely in line with normie advice, in a vain attempt to access the positive aspects of such a life.
I learned to mask to the point casual observers don't notice I'm autistic. But people always sense something is off. Any time I try to express any emotion or even basic communication to a female, I get met with disgust/ghosting, and never any feedback. Every single time it's just "oh we don't click that way".
I have no personality because I'm autistic, so it's over. I think I come across as uncanny, creepy, awkward and rude because I'm always slightly off with my manual replication of social skills. No girl wants a sperg, they want a confident neurotypical guy.

I'm severely depressed, I cannot function in daily life. Seeing normies talk so casually about things that are a pipe dream for me like having a gf is torture. Seeing normies enjoying their life while I cannot is purgatory. I always compare myself to others, and how can I not - it's logical to do so. People try to feed me copes but I always think them through and find them to be just that - copes. One of the most annoying things I hear normies say is that we're all asexual like Sheldon Cooper - such fucking bullshit. Male spergs actually report a higher than average sex drive, but very few of us get to satisfy it. Same goes for romantic connection. I'd love to buy a girl flowers and see her smile, but I'm always friendzoned before I have a chance. The prospect of dying without ever experiencing love is hell.

I have found some interesting data and talks on the topic of autism and inceldom, posted below. A very blunt and honest assessment of autism for men, unlike the copey mainstream shit.

What are the communities thoughts on this? Does autism hold you back tangibly so?

Some data analysis:
View: https://youtu.be/R0XaEnfH9P8

The uncanny valley in the context of autism:
View: https://youtu.be/YykdCmFdCAQ

 

[Deafcel88]

@-aros-

I concur with your introspection. I also have Asperger’s.

I would say that I support abortion to eliminate autism. There is no more use for autism that manifest in some males.

For example, Sir Isaac Newton probably had Asperger’s, and he was said to be hot-tempered as a lifelong sexually frustrated (volcel) virgin. He lived to the extraordinarily old age of 84.

For us autists, to live that long without experiencing any reciprocal love toward sexual fulfillment (wholly consensual of course) is akin to existential despair as de facto torture, with the never-ending nagging temptation to rope after living in oblivion whether LDAR or workaholic (workcel), trying to find ways and paths to cope with our hopeless existence that feels like nihilism. (I am a nihilist.)

Besides Sir Newton (who I believe was a misanthrope because of his unresolved extraordinary sexual and romantic frustration as a volcel, but also function as a humanitarian misanthrope because he has defined purposes of life), I cannot think of other “great” men (e.g., philosopher, scientist, inventor — this does not mean that Jap autist who created the cult phenomenon of Pokémon) with assumed autism who were or are valued contributors to this world to benefit the (normie/NPC) mankind. Maybe Immanuel Kant (a very complex and difficult to understand German thinker and philosopher; died a virgin at old age of 79).

Despite the misfortune of being afflicted with bullshit that is autism (it does not confer any “superpower” except maybe higher intelligence, because to be born with autism is to be double-, triple- and quadruple-fucked for life), try to cope by finding distractions that should not involve, say, chronic masturbation by fantasizing in comfy bed daily and being a coomer (excessively indulging hardcore [even the extreme and disgusting kind] pornography that damages self physically, emotionally and spiritually).

I admit to being a coomer every single fucking day. I depend on fapping to pornography as a coping mechanism. I’m oldcel and I figured that I will never, ever find “the one” toward marriage to be happy.

My life is fucked, my future is bleak, life is all or nothing; hence nihilism.

I try hard not to “surrender” by roping. I am trying to live, however hopeless my prognosis is.

However, I long for this stupid fucking world to be destroyed by the orgy of nuclear detonations and cataclysms like the global economic collapse to exterminate the stupid white foid cunt specimen.

White foid cunt specimen must become extinct. White foid cunts are literally and figuratively the bane of my existence, for I’m always rejected for ridicule to mock me.

You get what you fucking deserve when nuclear war and economic collapse transpire to vaporize and annihilate you…dumb, selfish, finicky white foid cunts.

Likewise for the billions of unprepared smug and self-absorbed NPC morons.


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[Spice]

I can relate to this but i don't suffer from autism but borderline personality and other numerous shit that i have

Apart from being ugly, femoids also detect that something is wrong with me and in return, find me creepy or weird thus in return i get ghosted, looks of disgust (what i typically get most of the time) etc

I won't get into detail on how BPD affects me but i can guarantee you that my BPD has played a part in this as well and yes i know for a fact its because i am ugly (so BPD is not the reason why foids hate me in the first place) but my BPD is what makes foids hate me even more, if that makes any sense

 

[curryboy420]