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For me it was around 16-17 when I realized that I wouldn't get anything that life has to offer and I would end up as a shut-in
brutal and can relateI knew i was mentally ill at like 12.
Same but a bit before thatwhenever highschool started
It is brutalWhen I first became conscious I knew I wouldn't make it far at all. For years I hoped that by late teens things would change. But now that I am 19 I can say that I am never going to make it anywhere.
Life before hs was amazing for me. I loved middle school and that era of stability in which I felt in control of my life.Same but a bit before that
I was born and my life was overAge 0
WordI was born and my life was over
When I was 9 I invited both classes to my birthday and no one showed up. I remember me crying so bad. My mother had spent like 10-12 days making a Plants vs Zombies grid cake with plants and zombies on top out of that sugar thing you can model, I bet it broke her heart too. At least I hope so. That was probably the point of no return for me.For me it was around 16-17 when I realized that I wouldn't get anything that life has to offer and I would end up as a shut-in
Brutal tbhWhen I was 9 I invited both classes to my birthday and no one showed up. I remember me crying so bad. My mother had spent like 10-12 days making a Plants vs Zombies grid cake with plants and zombies on top out of that sugar thing you can model, I bet it broke her heart too. At least I hope so. That was probably the point of no return for me.
At least something good came out of all thatMy mother had spent like 10-12 days making a Plants vs Zombies grid cake with plants and zombies on top out of that sugar thing you can model,
18 is when I realized lookism so I decided I may as well shoot my shot and got rejected by everyoneFor me it was around 16-17 when I realized that I wouldn't get anything that life has to offer and I would end up as a shut-in
My dad also says that but my mom is an immigrant and the only thing she owns in the world is me.At least something good came out of all that
Growing up I had to hear my mom telling me that cooking for me was a waste of time
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Yeah same here. Life started sucking at age 12 because that's when my mental illnesses onset.I knew i was mentally ill at like 12.
Nigga i self sabotaged by whole lifebrutal and can relate
I was forced into therapy when I was 13 due to mentally ill retardation
Middle school was total hell for me. Age 0-9 was good.Life before hs was amazing for me. I loved middle school and that era of stability in which I felt in control of my life.
Self-sabotage is cope because it implies that you had control over your life, which is falseNigga i self sabotaged by whole life
Awww sorry to hear that. It reminds me of my 12th birthday party where some kids showed up but one of the girls (whom I had been in the same class with since age 5) said to me "I only came because my mom made me."When I was 9 I invited both classes to my birthday and no one showed up. I remember me crying so bad. My mother had spent like 10-12 days making a Plants vs Zombies grid cake with plants and zombies on top out of that sugar thing you can model, I bet it broke her heart too. At least I hope so. That was probably the point of no return for me.
I had trauma at that age from being ND, unstable parents and being rejected by kids at my age.Self-sabotage is cope because it implies that you had control over your life, which is false
How old are you
Same, I never had any hard core dreams about becoming anything. Literally been at the bottom of the pyramid of self fulfillment all my life.Never had any dreams nor aspirations to begin with.
Foids are even worse when they're 18-... I was bullied by whores, landwhales and sheboons in middle school and was driven to suicidal ideation. My PE teacher was my best friend and kept me from going out.Awww sorry to hear that. It reminds me of my 12th birthday party where some kids showed up but one of the girls (whom I had been in the same class with since age 5) said to me "I only came because my mom made me."![]()
RealAt 18 I truly knew it was over when I started college and first semester freshman year I realized it was going to be impossible for me to make friends. From then on I knew I would be alone for life. I also suddenly had no idea what I wanted to do in life after having been motivated and having dreams before 18.
32 my life ive been trying to climb but soyciety keeps kicking me downHow old are you
BrutalWhen I was 9 I invited both classes to my birthday and no one showed up. I remember me crying so bad. My mother had spent like 10-12 days making a Plants vs Zombies grid cake with plants and zombies on top out of that sugar thing you can model, I bet it broke her heart too. At least I hope so. That was probably the point of no return for me.





