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I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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I would probably be a terrible boyfriend to any girl with my level of total inexperience. Unless she was some sort of extremely caring and empathetic goddess of a girl (AKA doesn’t exist), then I would surely fuck up the relationship somehow if I even by some miracle got into one.
I don’t necessarily think teen love is quite as magical as some incels believe it is (teens have their own shit and drama in their romantic lives), but at least if I did experience romance in high school and college, I’d be able to gain experience in order to better prepare myself for any future relationships. Now, I’m just unused goods past the expiration date. Best I can do is beta bux some single mother or chick in her 30s who’s looking to settle down (that’s if I’m even enough for that with my looks) after years of being with Chads, but why the fuck would I want that? I wouldn’t be wanted for me, only as a landing pad for her fucked up life. Even then, why the fuck would such a woman even pick a male virgin in his late 20s or in his 30s? There’s plenty of normie men with relationship experience that she can settle for that she’d at least have a bit of a better time with.
I would certainly have to lie about my lack of experience. Which is something I don’t think I’d be able to maintain for long. And I’d feel really shitty about having to lie about something like that because that’s one of the things I’d really like any potential girlfriend to at least not find to be a dealbreaker. I can only imagine how validating it would be to find a girl who honestly did not mind you being a kissless virgin.
And it’s not like there are many girls who are also inexperienced virgins at my age. Nor non-virgins with low partner counts. Nor girls that would at the very least not mind my inexperience (or actually find it cute in an attractive way).
The only “romance” I’ll have is via daydreaming and self-inserting myself in unrealistic romance stories. Only sex I’ll have is paying for it.
I’m fucking done.
I don’t necessarily think teen love is quite as magical as some incels believe it is (teens have their own shit and drama in their romantic lives), but at least if I did experience romance in high school and college, I’d be able to gain experience in order to better prepare myself for any future relationships. Now, I’m just unused goods past the expiration date. Best I can do is beta bux some single mother or chick in her 30s who’s looking to settle down (that’s if I’m even enough for that with my looks) after years of being with Chads, but why the fuck would I want that? I wouldn’t be wanted for me, only as a landing pad for her fucked up life. Even then, why the fuck would such a woman even pick a male virgin in his late 20s or in his 30s? There’s plenty of normie men with relationship experience that she can settle for that she’d at least have a bit of a better time with.
I would certainly have to lie about my lack of experience. Which is something I don’t think I’d be able to maintain for long. And I’d feel really shitty about having to lie about something like that because that’s one of the things I’d really like any potential girlfriend to at least not find to be a dealbreaker. I can only imagine how validating it would be to find a girl who honestly did not mind you being a kissless virgin.
And it’s not like there are many girls who are also inexperienced virgins at my age. Nor non-virgins with low partner counts. Nor girls that would at the very least not mind my inexperience (or actually find it cute in an attractive way).
The only “romance” I’ll have is via daydreaming and self-inserting myself in unrealistic romance stories. Only sex I’ll have is paying for it.
I’m fucking done.
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