It's Over Ashamed when I speak to my dad

[EthnicelNL]

This is going to be emo venting

Nowadays i get emotional sometimes thinking of my dad. Hes still alive but old...he lives on his own. I know he is disappointed in me...esspecially because i have 2 younger siblings who are successfull and have partners and kids.

I keep on thinking about the moment he passes away and that that will make me even more depressed and lonely. Fuck this world tbh. Its over for me.

 

[Grotesque]

I'm also ashamed when I speak to my parents.

Because they're hideous and retarded, and I'm hideous and retarded, and I want to be bludgeoned to death for being genetic shit.

 

[TheRealChincel]

He helped make you into what you became, don’t feel bad that he’s possibly ashamed.

 

[Deleted member 11015]

Don't worry, in only a few decades you will be joining him in the void for eternity.

 

[Cuyen]

I feel same,he was a legit Chad but ı'm a subhuman he's still mogs me. and he is blackpilled he mentioning about how bald,short and ugly men can't get laid etc. ı think he thinks same about me but he don't mention it to my face

 

[ldargoblin]

Sorry dad, genetic recombination

 

[ihaveno1]

i'm ashamed whenever i come into contact with any family member/relative. I try to avoid my parents as much as possible. I feel like such a failure

 

[EthnicelNL]

He helped make you into what you became, don’t feel bad that he’s possibly ashamed.

This is how I cope most of the time...but I think when he is no longer alive I will only feel more sadness and less anger[/QUOTE]

 

[Deleted member 6599]

My dad is a fucking loser, who cares what he thinks, he's a babbling idiot.

 

[TheRealChincel]

This is how I cope most of the time...but I think when he is no longer alive I will only feel more sadness and less anger

I can understand feeling sad, not saying that you should hate the man, but don’t feel bad that you didn’t live up to his standards or expectations.

 

[EthnicelNL]

My dad is a fucking loser, who cares what he thinks, he's a babbling idiot.

I wish my dad was a loser..would make it easier for me hating him.

But tbh he was always a hardworking clever man...he just expected his oldest son to turn out like him but it didnt

 

[OverIt]

Our dad passed away 3yrs ago, a month after my oldest sister had her son. I felt so ashamed for the fact he has nothing to be proud of me for. Before I found out he was sick and went home, I avoided him as much as possible. It sucked knowing he would probably look at me and wonder wtf happened.

 

[randomloli]

You didn't choose to be born, none of us did. I have this exact same problem, I'm anxious talking to my dad even though he's the nicest guy I know. I just feel constant shame, it fucking sucks.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Our dad passed away 3yrs ago, a month after my oldest sister had her son. I felt so ashamed for the fact he has nothing to be proud of me for. Before I found out he was sick and went home, I avoided him as much as possible. It sucked knowing he would probably look at me and wonder wtf happened.

Damn. This fucks my head.

 

[Ecstasy]

Even if you're ugly you should still make your own father proud.
We may be helpless with women but that doesn't mean we can't impress our own dad with other aspects in life.

That is the biggest sui fuel ever man....

 

[superighteous]

I hate when my dad says he’s proud of me. What are you to be proud of?? I’ve even told him to stop saying that because it hurts a lot.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

im not they created me, i didnt ask to fucking be here. i know my mom is disappointed at me but fuck her, she shouldnt have had 2 kids to different fathers who were both drunks and she was +30.

foids having children 30+ always leads to doomed incels, case in point - me.