If I even managed to ascend, nothing would change for me at all. I would still be completely messed up and fucked up mentally. If I became a Chad tomorrow, I would still be an incel. Having better looks would not fix the hole in my soul. There is an irreparable hole in my soul due to my years of self isolation as a teenager. I am deeply jaded and bitter due to the love I know I missed out on and lost in my formative years.
Even if some foid found me attractive, I would be torn apart by jealousy and limerence. Ascending would make me fall even deeper into despair. If I ascended, what was the point of all those years I spent depressed and paralyzed in bed? What was the point of all the LDARing I did? The utter randomness and absurdity of ascending would turn me volcel just out of spite. I spent my teenage years staring at a wall wondering what is wrong with me. Meanwhile, my looksmatch who I hypothetically ascend with spent her teenage years getting dicked down and experiencing life’s greatest pleasures. The immense inequality of it would drive me insane. The only thing I would be able to think about is all the other guys she fucked before me.
Retroactive jealousy is defined as, “an obsessive, anxious fixation on a partner’s past romantic or sexual relationships, often fueled by insecurity, anxiety, or underlying mental health issues. Unlike typical jealousy, which arises from current or future threats to a relationship, retroactive jealousy focuses on events that have already occurred and are often irrelevant to the present. It involves intrusive thoughts, emotional distress, and a preoccupation with details about a partner’s exes or past experiences—even if those relationships ended years ago”.
This is the fate of every man who “ascends” past the age of 18. By that age, she has already experienced a lifetime of pleasure and hedonism. You will stand no chance. There is actually a subreddit about this exact topic that perfectly illustrates my point. The sub is called /r/retroactivejealousy. This sub is one of the most brutal subs I’ve ever seen. It is full of betabuxx cucks having to reckon with the idea that their prolapsed roast beef wife has a body count in the triple digits.
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/retroactivejealousy/comments/15v861y/my_boyfriend_left_me_over_my_sexual_past/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=mweb3x&utm_name=mweb3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
This is absolutely brutal. A boyfriend discovered the whore past of this femroach, and instead of admitting she is a whore, she chooses to gaslight him and frame his jealousy as a “disease”.
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/retroactivejealousy/comments/1qm8crf/struggling_with_respect_after_learning_about_my/
Holy shit this is fucking brutal. The classic alpha fucks, betabuxx situation.
Even if some foid found me attractive, I would be torn apart by jealousy and limerence. Ascending would make me fall even deeper into despair. If I ascended, what was the point of all those years I spent depressed and paralyzed in bed? What was the point of all the LDARing I did? The utter randomness and absurdity of ascending would turn me volcel just out of spite. I spent my teenage years staring at a wall wondering what is wrong with me. Meanwhile, my looksmatch who I hypothetically ascend with spent her teenage years getting dicked down and experiencing life’s greatest pleasures. The immense inequality of it would drive me insane. The only thing I would be able to think about is all the other guys she fucked before me.
Retroactive jealousy is defined as, “an obsessive, anxious fixation on a partner’s past romantic or sexual relationships, often fueled by insecurity, anxiety, or underlying mental health issues. Unlike typical jealousy, which arises from current or future threats to a relationship, retroactive jealousy focuses on events that have already occurred and are often irrelevant to the present. It involves intrusive thoughts, emotional distress, and a preoccupation with details about a partner’s exes or past experiences—even if those relationships ended years ago”.
This is the fate of every man who “ascends” past the age of 18. By that age, she has already experienced a lifetime of pleasure and hedonism. You will stand no chance. There is actually a subreddit about this exact topic that perfectly illustrates my point. The sub is called /r/retroactivejealousy. This sub is one of the most brutal subs I’ve ever seen. It is full of betabuxx cucks having to reckon with the idea that their prolapsed roast beef wife has a body count in the triple digits.
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/retroactivejealousy/comments/15v861y/my_boyfriend_left_me_over_my_sexual_past/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=mweb3x&utm_name=mweb3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
This is absolutely brutal. A boyfriend discovered the whore past of this femroach, and instead of admitting she is a whore, she chooses to gaslight him and frame his jealousy as a “disease”.
View: https://www.reddit.com/r/retroactivejealousy/comments/1qm8crf/struggling_with_respect_after_learning_about_my/
Holy shit this is fucking brutal. The classic alpha fucks, betabuxx situation.
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