I was sub-5 my entire time in secondary school. I jestered my way into being fairly popular despite that, but I never got the treatment or experiences my Chad friends did. I faced some form of ugly comment or implication almost every single day, from different people (usually only around three who were persistent) and I was a sensitive kid.
I was left out of the vast majority of social gatherings my circle took part in despite my social stature and connections with all the popular kids. It got so bad that I effectively dropped out after Year 9 (8th grade) and became a NEET for two years, just rotting in my room alone, consuming media, with none of my old friends bothering to contact me.
Keep in mind, I also missed almost an entire year of secondary school due to COVID, which took away three years of vital social development from me.
I started college (I’m LMTN‑MMTN nowadays), and I can clearly perceive the halo effect I have. It’s literally night and day compared to when I was subhuman. However, the years spent as a sub‑5 and the consequences of it have socially regressed me so badly that it doesn’t even matter anymore.
No matter the opportunities my looks would give me now, my brain simply cannot form a single interesting sentence, let alone a conversation. It's unlikely that I will ever form a real connection with anyone again because of how I used to look
Genetics is law and looksmaxxing is futile when you’re too far gone
I was left out of the vast majority of social gatherings my circle took part in despite my social stature and connections with all the popular kids. It got so bad that I effectively dropped out after Year 9 (8th grade) and became a NEET for two years, just rotting in my room alone, consuming media, with none of my old friends bothering to contact me.
Keep in mind, I also missed almost an entire year of secondary school due to COVID, which took away three years of vital social development from me.
I started college (I’m LMTN‑MMTN nowadays), and I can clearly perceive the halo effect I have. It’s literally night and day compared to when I was subhuman. However, the years spent as a sub‑5 and the consequences of it have socially regressed me so badly that it doesn’t even matter anymore.
No matter the opportunities my looks would give me now, my brain simply cannot form a single interesting sentence, let alone a conversation. It's unlikely that I will ever form a real connection with anyone again because of how I used to look
Genetics is law and looksmaxxing is futile when you’re too far gone
