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...sometimes I delude myself in the hope that I am just going through a “depressed” and “anti social” teenage mood, but then I open up social media, etc., and see my peers hanging out every day, LITERALLY, see my bullies in bed with girls, and more.

I even try to hang out with the “nerdy” kids, but even they despise me.

And then I realize: I am a freak compared to them. There is no hope for me.:feelsbadman:
 
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Get off of social media bro. Its cancer. Watching normtards living life online has to be grade A suifuel.
 
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Colvin76 said:
Get off of social media bro. Its cancer. Watching normtards living life online has to be grade A suifuel.

I don’t post on it, but I like to get some quick news off of it sometimes and to find porn
 
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Social media sucks, mostly. I only use it for stalking.
 
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Blacktarpill said:
Social media sucks, mostly. I only use it for stalking.
same here tbh
 
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Blacktarpill said:
Social media sucks, mostly. I only use it for stalking.

that too
 
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Worst thing about being a teencel is going to school and hearing everyone talk about girlfriends, going out to party etc. To add onto the pain I’m a blackcel as well and I’m being treated like a freak just because I didn’t thugmaxx, why am I being tormented for not committing crime and following black stereotypes?
 
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Mrpvolts said:
Worst thing about being a teencel is going to school and hearing everyone talk about girlfriends, going out to party etc. To add onto the pain I’m a blackcel as well and I’m being treated like a freak just because I didn’t thugmaxx, why am I being tormented for not committing crime and following black stereotypes?

I’m blackcel too bro. It’s fucking hell + I go to a mostly white school, so imagine the hell. Just like 2 3 hours ago I heard some 14 year old talking about her fucking “boyfriend”. Literal hell.
 
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Bleachcel said:
I’m blackcel too bro. It’s fucking hell + I go to a mostly white school, so imagine the hell. Just like 2 3 hours ago I heard some 14 year old talking about her fucking “boyfriend”. Literal hell.
I hear the same things everyday. Although knowing I’ll never experience teen love makes me want to rope. Doesn’t help that my social skills are poor because of my helicopter parents, jfl
 
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Mrpvolts said:
I hear the same things everyday. Although knowing I’ll never experience teen love makes me want to rope. Doesn’t help that my social skills are poor because of my helicopter parents, jfl

what the fuck were living the same lives lol :feelskek: :feelscry:
 
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Mrpvolts said:
Worst thing about being a teencel is going to school and hearing everyone talk about girlfriends, going out to party etc. To add onto the pain I’m a blackcel as well and I’m being treated like a freak just because I didn’t thugmaxx, why am I being tormented for not committing crime and following black stereotypes?
Calling all blackels here JFL, for me I just hate being black tbh if you get the short end of the stick and are short,have and ugly face, and suck at sports your pretty much screwed in life.
 
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Over. It gets better in college in the sense you have more free time and can avoid people more. but If u can't ascend in HS . you will ABSOLUTELY FAIL IN COLLEGE!
 
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Transcended Trucel said:
Over. It gets better in college in the sense you have more free time and can avoid people more. but If u can't ascend in HS . you will ABSOLUTELY FAIL IN COLLEGE!

I don’t want to avoid people man. I want friends. I want a loving relationship. But nobody wants to give one to me. I’m willing to give one out, but nobody wants me, because I am a freak.
 
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It's over bro. I was an incel as a teenager and i'm still an incel now. If you are 15 and sexless, kissless, awkward and ugly it's over.
 
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Mrpvolts said:
Worst thing about being a teencel is going to school and hearing everyone talk about girlfriends, going out to party etc. To add onto the pain I’m a blackcel as well and I’m being treated like a freak just because I didn’t thugmaxx, why am I being tormented for not committing crime and following black stereotypes?
Don't cave into the pressure. Our people behave like savages. Act differently.
 
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Absolutezer0 said:
Don't cave into the pressure. Our people behave like savages. Act differently.
You can't get laid without thug maxing if your black unless your alaready 6/10 plus. The world is run by Savage psychopaths, might as well become one too and ascend
 
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Same feel bro. In 19 so I quess I still count as a teencel. You will see every teenage normie complaining about how they are depressed meanwhile they are hanging out with 20 friends a day.
Even the complete losers still socially mogg me
 
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FidelCashflow said:
Same feel bro. In 19 so I quess I still count as a teencel. You will see every teenage normie complaining about how they are depressed meanwhile they are hanging out with 20 friends a day.
Even the complete losers still socially mogg me

literally bro. They’ll post online “ive been feeling so depressed”, and then post a video of them at a party hours later. JFL.
 
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Transcended Trucel said:
You can't get laid without thug maxing if your black unless your already 6/10 plus. The world is run by Savage psychopaths, might as well become one too and ascend
I have too much self-respect to just allow myself to act like a nigger. Even as a virgin my life is more valuable than a nigger's life.
 
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Colvin76 said:
Get off of social media bro. Its cancer. Watching normtards living life online has to be grade A suifuel.
this. literally delete everything and never think about it again
 
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Absolutezer0 said:
I have too much self-respect to just allow myself to act like a nigger. Even as a virgin my life is more valuable than a nigger's life.

ngl, I only act like a hoodrat to scare off the white chads, but other than That, I’m pretty civilized
 
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Bleachcel said:
ngl, I only act like a hoodrat to scare off the white chads, but other than that, I’m pretty civilized
Cringe bro. Stop that shit, you're making me look bad.
 
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Absolutezer0 said:
Cringe bro. Stop that shit, you're making me look bad.

nah, I don’t get bitched. I’ve been bullied for far too long to let them continue. A nigga moment doesn’t hurt sometimes tbh, least not for me.
 
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Bleachcel said:
I’m blackcel too bro. It’s fucking hell + I go to a mostly white school, so imagine the hell. Just like 2 3 hours ago I heard some 14 year old talking about her fucking “boyfriend”. Literal hell.
This shit reminds me of when i was in the 4th grade and seeing other kids fake like they were dating. shit was so wierd to me back then. now sometimes it feels like we are on this path by default
 
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lightskin2thousand0 said:
This shit reminds me of when i was in the 4fh grade and seeing other kids fake like they were dating. sometimes it feels like we are on this path by default

I remember I tried to “ask out” some girl in 3rd grade. Thats the year I attempted suicide the first time. I think that speaks for itself
 
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Bleachcel said:
I remember I tried to “ask out” some girl in 3rd grade. Thats the year I attempted suicide the first time. I think that speaks for itself
tbh, i wouldn’t even be frustrated with not being able to get laid, it’s just that society here makes your value about if you’ve had sex recently or not. It pressures people who are relatively young to do unnecessary shit and to shit on kids who weren’t raised the same

Also, having attempted suicide in the 3rd grade sounds fucked up bro. i am so sorry that happened to you
 
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I remember I tried to “ask out” some girl in 3rd grade. Thats the year I attempted suicide the first time. I think that speaks for itself


Damn dude, you were just a kid. Why?
 
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Bleachcel said:
...sometimes I delude myself in the hope that I am just going through a “depressed” and “anti social” teenage mood, but then I open up social media, etc., and see my peers hanging out every day, LITERALLY, see my bullies in bed with girls, and more.

I even try to hang out with the “nerdy” kids, but even they despise me.

And then I realize: I am a freak compared to them. There is no hope for me.:feelsbadman:
I was like you when i was your age
in fact nothing's really changed since then :feelsrope:
 
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Colvin76 said:
Get off of social media bro. Its cancer. Watching normtards living life online has to be grade A suifuel.
so basically disconnect the internet and move to a town with all 80 year old people who will compliment you because they are basically walking corpses or move to the forest alone?
 
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Colvin76 said:
Get off of social media bro. Its cancer. Watching normtards living life online has to be grade A suifuel.
 
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Bro, it's over in the womb, you can't make nothing, the difference between the chad and a subhuman is in the first months of development in the womb, i not destroying your hope, but see, is better to get the Ultra BlackPill now and forget all this....
 
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Colvin76 said:
Get off of social media bro. Its cancer. Watching normtards living life online has to be grade A suifuel.
 
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ThirdWorldcel said:
Damn dude, you were just a kid. Why?

it wasn’t just the girls tbh, it was also the bullying, physical abuse from my parents (choking, boiling water, etc). this was before i was molested too, surprisingly , but after i was molested and realized what had happened I became even more depressed tbh
 
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i wish i discovered all looks and blackpill theories when i was 12-13
 
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needsolution said:
i wish i discovered all looks and blackpill theories when i was 12-13

In some ways it’s helped me out, but overall it’s destroyed My mental health.
 
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Bleachcel said:
In some ways it’s helped me out, but overall it’s destroyed My mental health.
well i could do more to develop my body and face better...
 
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I wish I was still a teenager
 

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