are you still hangup over your highschool bullies ?

[The kissless]

Im still hangup over my highschoolbullies, , i got mocked and ridiculed constanely, if there is one thing i can change , it would be to stop any mocking, i look back at the ocean of shit memories and i realized that in most of the instances where my bullies bullied me , they mocked me, imitated whatever i said or did. these memories still float around inmy head despite the fact that i matriculated 6 years ago.

idk what to do to wash away all the shit memories, i tried climbing mountains as a "challenge'' but that was fucking exhausting and as i was climbing down i was talking,swearing to myself over shit memories with my hs bullies ( i imagine myself in a confrontation against my hs bullies or coaches or teachers) , as i was talking to myself i was hyper aware if anyone was close by, ( when you visit these parks,game reserves,you can hear people conversing far away in the bushes ) . i couldn't really talk to myself for long because people were always nearby. i've tried whiskey and one time i burst into tears over memories over my highschool bullies

 

[Sub8isSubhuman]

Yes grade school experiences shape your entire life. You can't be a functional adult when your entire childhood and adolescence was getting shitted on constantly.

 

[uglysubhuman]

Yes I still cringe about it everyday. They probably don't even remember me anymore.

 

[RichCel]

Absolutely, especially because the ones that made my life hell all made out ten times better than I have. More money, happy families with loving kids, independent wealth.

 

[jetblack cel]

Nope, I did not have any.

 

[Deleted member 35725]

At 26, I have successfully emotionally disconnected from kindergarten and primary school (which is when I was bullied; my high school was good in this regard, fortunately), so I no longer randomly reminisce about the bullies from back in the day; they do not occupy my thoughts, unless I need to recollect them for a specific reason.

 

[Deleted member 2059]

I never really got bullied after puberty. My bully from before those years is some obese hideous neet when I look at him on fb now. SO not really, he can't be doing too hot.

 

[RandomBroCel]

Yes in middle school. They made me develop social anxiety which later fucked me up in all aspects of my life. I daydream about murdering them often

 

[NorthernWind]

I still want to attack the main bully.

 

[Mecoja]

Not for a long time. They dont deserve my time.

 

[proudweeb]

no I can't even remember their names lmao

half them ded anyway from overdoses or car accidents or w/e

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

Absolutely, especially because the ones that made my life hell all made out ten times better than I have. More money, happy families with loving kids, independent wealth.

Same but they were much higher status than me too

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Im still hangup over my highschoolbullies, , i got mocked and ridiculed constanely, if there is one thing i can change , it would be to stop any mocking, i look back at the ocean of shit memories and i realized that in most of the instances where my bullies bullied me , they mocked me, imitated whatever i said or did. these memories still float around inmy head despite the fact that i matriculated 6 years ago.

Of-course. My own bullies laughed because they assumed I would tattle on them to our "teachers".

 

[Bruticus]

Im still hangup over my highschoolbullies, , i got mocked and ridiculed constanely, if there is one thing i can change , it would be to stop any mocking, i look back at the ocean of shit memories and i realized that in most of the instances where my bullies bullied me , they mocked me, imitated whatever i said or did. these memories still float around inmy head despite the fact that i matriculated 6 years ago.

idk what to do to wash away all the shit memories, i tried climbing mountains as a "challenge'' but that was fucking exhausting and as i was climbing down i was talking,swearing to myself over shit memories with my hs bullies ( i imagine myself in a confrontation against my hs bullies or coaches or teachers) , as i was talking to myself i was hyper aware if anyone was close by, ( when you visit these parks,game reserves,you can hear people conversing far away in the bushes ) . i couldn't really talk to myself for long because people were always nearby. i've tried whiskey and one time i burst into tears over memories over my highschool bullies

no, I was the bully

but there are some fuckers that still piss me when I think about them. However I kinda got the last laugh with many of them by making fun of their insecurities and making them rage so Im pretty content with that

 

[Immolator]

They probably don't even remember me anymore.

 

[FuRed]

Only revenge will help you.

Good luck

 

[SlayerSlayer]

Im still hangup over my highschoolbullies, , i got mocked and ridiculed constanely, if there is one thing i can change , it would be to stop any mocking, i look back at the ocean of shit memories and i realized that in most of the instances where my bullies bullied me , they mocked me, imitated whatever i said or did. these memories still float around inmy head despite the fact that i matriculated 6 years ago.

idk what to do to wash away all the shit memories, i tried climbing mountains as a "challenge'' but that was fucking exhausting and as i was climbing down i was talking,swearing to myself over shit memories with my hs bullies ( i imagine myself in a confrontation against my hs bullies or coaches or teachers) , as i was talking to myself i was hyper aware if anyone was close by, ( when you visit these parks,game reserves,you can hear people conversing far away in the bushes ) . i couldn't really talk to myself for long because people were always nearby. i've tried whiskey and one time i burst into tears over memories over my highschool bullies

EVERY DAY I AM RELIVING GETTING DROWNED IN A TOILET BOWL. Yet the pain of getting rejected by foids hurts even more

 

[Linesnap99]

somewhat, but if i ever get the chance i will not fail to behead them

 

[Iranianoldcel]

I didn't have high school bullies. I had bullies in middle school and some bullies in the street I'm living in. I really want to find them but I don't know their name. I just know the first name of one of them. FML