Are even the brief moments of happiness in our lives just an illusion?

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I was thinking about the events in my life, and I realized that the things I considered good and happy memories were essentially just a bunch of copes.

Things like playing a good video game, staying home and ordering pizza, watching a good movie or TV series at home, buying a new computer (to also play games and watch movies).

Now that I think about it, all the good things that happened to me were just pauses from the real life. It was me finding ways to shield myself from being bullied during the school years, avoiding humans and society.

I cannot believe how empty of a shell I am... I am afraid that I do not have a SOUL... I am nothing, it is nothing. It is just copes, I spent 30 years hiding myself to avoid getting hurt.

 

[VanGobbel]

I can't even enjoy video games anymore. Just feels like life is passing me by atm.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

A normie has good and happy memories such as teenage love, the validation from being desired by a woman enough to have a romantic relationship, holding hands, hugging, kissing, losing virginity, getting married, having a child, having a family.

I have nothing genuine. I literally cannot think of anything happy in my life that was not copes to avoid humans and bullying...

 

[Dead End]

They may as well be illusions. Every moment of happiness seems more and more fleeting and empty as time goes on. Even when I occasionally feel good, the feeling fades within minutes and it will feel pointless.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Yes, because the few moments where I felt happy, it wasn't because something good was happening in my life, but because I felt that finally something good was going to happen to my life, but it never did. When I thought I was making progress toward something, when I thought that I was going to get hired in a good job, when I was less blackpilled and I thought I was finally going to ascend. I got disappointed every time.

 

[Icarus]

You are a lovely soul friend, don't ever downplay yourself like that.

All of our lives is just coping until we eventually die. You chose a less painful opportunity, and you took it.

Nothing wrong with that.

I'm glad that you can think of some good memories. Life may suck but those moments are better then nothing.

You're a good person, and you have a good heart.

 

[Erenincel]

Unfortunately, you are a good person who was born genetically weaker and society has pushed you into this state. Enjoy your cope and a I really hope that thanks to this, at least for a moment, you will be able to escape from the mental pain that each of us has.

 

[Julaybib]

Now that I think about it, all the good things that happened to me were just pauses from the real life. It was me finding ways to shield myself from being bullied during the school years, avoiding humans and society.

escapism

 

[Caichan]

escapism

LDARism

 

[Julaybib]

LDARism

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I can't even enjoy video games anymore. Just feels like life is passing me by atm.

The truth is also that modern video games are much worse. They take longer to deveop and come out, developers and writers are dumb fake gamers, they don't care about their audience anymore.

Bethsda is one foot in the grave after Starfield. TES VI will be their final killing blow.

Bioware is dead after Dragon Age Veilguard. Ubisoft is dead and a joke after so many slop games.

They may as well be illusions. Every moment of happiness seems more and more fleeting and empty as time goes on. Even when I occasionally feel good, the feeling fades within minutes and it will feel pointless.

Yes, because the few moments where I felt happy, it wasn't because something good was happening in my life, but because I felt that finally something good was going to happen to my life, but it never did. When I thought I was making progress toward something, when I thought that I was going to get hired in a good job, when I was less blackpilled and I thought I was finally going to ascend. I got disappointed every time.

I wish we could enjoy fulfilling, genuine moments of happiness. I wish it was good instead of bad... I did nothing to deserve this. I did nothing.

You are a lovely soul friend, don't ever downplay yourself like that.

All of our lives is just coping until we eventually die. You chose a less painful opportunity, and you took it.

Nothing wrong with that.

I'm glad that you can think of some good memories. Life may suck but those moments are better then nothing.

You're a good person, and you have a good heart.

Unfortunately, you are a good person who was born genetically weaker and society has pushed you into this state. Enjoy your cope and a I really hope that thanks to this, at least for a moment, you will be able to escape from the mental pain that each of us has.

Thank you for aknowledging my SOUL. I need someone to aknowledge my humanity. Humans will not do it. I need to be reminded I have a SOUL, and I am not feral. I matter. I did not nothing to deserve suffering.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

The truth is also that modern video games are much worse. They take longer to deveop and come out, developers and writers are dumb fake gamers, they don't care about their audience anymore.

Bethsda is one foot in the grave after Starfield. TES VI will be their final killing blow.

Bioware is dead after Dragon Age Veilguard. Ubisoft is dead and a joke after so many slop games.



I wish we could enjoy fulfilling, genuine moments of happiness. I wish it was good instead of bad... I did nothing to deserve this. I did nothing.


Thank you for aknowledging my SOUL. I need someone to aknowledge my humanity. Humans will not do it. I need to be reminded I have a SOUL, and I am not feral. I matter. I did not nothing to deserve suffering.

I don't matter. You only matter if humans accept you in society. Saying I matter is just a dumb cope. I only have to step foot outside to see the humans' reaction of disgust when they see me.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I matter.

Such a dumb thing to say. Coping fucking retard.

 

[ColderManTruce]

Everything is nothing but electric signals.

 

[wereq]

I cannot believe how empty of a shell I am... I am afraid that I do not have a SOUL... I am nothing, it is nothing. It is just copes, I spent 30 years hiding myself to avoid getting hurt.

This has been my life as well, and its all because we are without personal achievement. The things that we earned or accomplished define us,

 

[wereq]

I don't matter. You only matter if humans accept you in society. Saying I matter is just a dumb cope. I only have to step foot outside to see the humans' reaction of disgust when they see me.

Society only understands power and performance. Without these two, our own lives become liabilities.

 

[wereq]

Thank you for aknowledging my SOUL. I need someone to aknowledge my humanity. Humans will not do it. I need to be reminded I have a SOUL, and I am not feral. I matter. I did not nothing to deserve suffering.

Unfortunately, our humanity doesn't matter to the world, only our performance does.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

Unfortunately, our humanity doesn't matter to the world, only our performance does.

I need my humanity acknowledged

 

[wereq]

I need my humanity acknowledged

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

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[HedaOdin53815]

Definitely just an illusion, I'd say. At this point everything may as well be a massive illusion...

 

[Pikacel]

I was thinking about the events in my life, and I realized that the things I considered good and happy memories were essentially just a bunch of copes.

Things like playing a good video game, staying home and ordering pizza, watching a good movie or TV series at home, buying a new computer (to also play games and watch movies).

Now that I think about it, all the good things that happened to me were just pauses from the real life. It was me finding ways to shield myself from being bullied during the school years, avoiding humans and society.

I cannot believe how empty of a shell I am... I am afraid that I do not have a SOUL... I am nothing, it is nothing. It is just copes, I spent 30 years hiding myself to avoid getting hurt.

I can’t cope tbh we’re fucking nolifers