At this point in my life. I can only feel apathy and nothing else. Kind acts which used to warm my heart don't anymore, and my heart stays cold in the emptiness of the vespertine abyss. My entire family could die in-front of me and I would not bat a single eye. I realized that i also have gotten more angry, I have more hatred and hatred-based fantasies in my heart. Does anybody else feel the same way? Its consuming me. I used to be pretty belicose before. Always looking for an conflict or argument, but now I don't. I think i am at the point where I just don't want to look or pay attention anymore.
