As a fat guy my body causes physical pain every 2 hours. Only eating makes it go away. I have to endure it to keep from being fatter than I am already.
So I have to ignore this great pain nearly every hour of everyday or be big as a house. I'm already 330lbs. And that is from putting it off until I can't take it anymore. I try and eat only every 8 hours, but its really hard to ignore the pain.
I hate it. I don't want it eat. I get no joy from eating, but it's the only way the pain goes away.
I'm a fat person who hates eating. According to skinny people I shouldn't
exist, but here I am.
I'm constantly.told because I'm fat I must love food. But I hate it. I would stop eating completely if I never had to eat again. Just make the pain go away.
That's why being fat really isn't in your control. You don't have to eat so you don't. I have to eat otherwise I'm crying on the floor and can't function. Our bodies dictate that and it isn't really a factor of self control.