Broly
you're not the real heroes
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I’m 18 and a college freshman and have to live alone or at least a place where I can get some fucking form of privacy. I’m tired of having to live with my parents and more specifically my “mother”. I can’t do anything with her getting in the way and being too controlling. I also have no privacy as she randomly fucking goes through my room. I had a huge argument with her and told her I’m done living like this where I need to keep in mind what I do every fucking moment of my life thinking what she’ll think.
I told her that I swear I will 100% move away and you’ll never hear from me again after college and if I can’t fucking take it, I’ll move out before. She mocked me and said that I couldn’t even apply a university and no way a guy like me could do anything. I’m tired of being belittled and constantly hated. I’m the one who applied for my universities, wrote essays for scholarships, did my homework, studied for classes all with carrying the burden of being an ugly and unwanted incel. Every fucking day at school I would feel bad and lonely and when I come home it was when I could be myself and sometimes be happy. But nope, can’t have that without her yelling at me about some meaningless thing and screeching like a retard.
I never in my life have been appreciated for anything in life by my mother, never has she said I’m proud of you or I love you. I’m 18 and have never heard those words come from her mouth. Never has she asked me if I’m feeling okay or said I’m here for you. She’s never hugged me and helped me in times of loneliness. All she’s done is constantly blame me for everything bad that’s happened to me in life. A bad grade? Oh yea call me stupid but yea ignore the good grades. Feel lonely? Oh yea my fault. I don’t open up? Yea my fault again.
I’ve never hurt anyone in life and yet I’ve been hurt so many fucking times by others.
I told her that I swear I will 100% move away and you’ll never hear from me again after college and if I can’t fucking take it, I’ll move out before. She mocked me and said that I couldn’t even apply a university and no way a guy like me could do anything. I’m tired of being belittled and constantly hated. I’m the one who applied for my universities, wrote essays for scholarships, did my homework, studied for classes all with carrying the burden of being an ugly and unwanted incel. Every fucking day at school I would feel bad and lonely and when I come home it was when I could be myself and sometimes be happy. But nope, can’t have that without her yelling at me about some meaningless thing and screeching like a retard.
I never in my life have been appreciated for anything in life by my mother, never has she said I’m proud of you or I love you. I’m 18 and have never heard those words come from her mouth. Never has she asked me if I’m feeling okay or said I’m here for you. She’s never hugged me and helped me in times of loneliness. All she’s done is constantly blame me for everything bad that’s happened to me in life. A bad grade? Oh yea call me stupid but yea ignore the good grades. Feel lonely? Oh yea my fault. I don’t open up? Yea my fault again.
I’ve never hurt anyone in life and yet I’ve been hurt so many fucking times by others.