Serious Anyone get depersonalisation ting?

[Deleted member 22572]

Sometimes when I'll zone out and think for too long I think too hard and I feel like I'm in a dream and sometimes I even feel physically sick and dizzy. I knew one intelligent person irl once and there was a time when I just had to ask him to stop talking bout dis stuff cuz it makes me feel like I'm just gonna vanish out of existence and loose my conciousness cuz I just stare emptily at people who are apparently living and have a conciousness of their own. I could go into more detail but I don't need to u get the idea.

Also I never do drugs cuz whenever I do I just feel like I'm in a dream the following days/week.

Apparently u get this cuz of anxiety and depression n stuff but I think it might also be related to intelligence because more intelligence = Ur more concious and u need a stronger brain imo to think of this stuff cuz I speak to normies and this kinda stuff just never crosses their mind cuz they are just consumers and will think and do what they're told and they need to die savagely and it's a shame that my blood in the future may have to die with them cuz I am certainly not one of them and my blood is worthy of living in the new world not as a peasant.

It's probably what ((((())))) put in my vaccines or food or water that's suppressing these thoughts from going any deeper.

@Inline-g @MENSA_IQcel @Personalityinkwell @gymletethnicel @mental_out

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Only anxiety I get is because life is trash honestly

How do u get anxiety about that exactly.

Ever since 2 months ago I accidently thought myself into never getting scared I litterally don't get scared or care about stuff not worth caring about anymore. I never feel stressed and i think even my average heart rate has lowered.

But when I would get anxiety it was in social situations.

Also theres no need to move this to OffTopic so don't cuz then this thread will be completely pointless and I'll get Serge to demote you. I want serious replies so the forum has got a big problem if this is being moved to OffTopic and then ruined.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

anxiety about the future

Live in the moment. The ideal place you want to be in the future, do what you need to do to get there now. But as an incel I understand that options and capabilities are very limited so I understand I've had the same thing in the past.

my general experience with people is terrible.

Oh yes the past is something I still get anxious about I guess. Not anxious but I'll get flashbacks to how I was treated at school and my blood will boil and my hands will shake sometimes in anger.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Can't really live in the moment when the moment sucks, sometimes you really do have think about the future whether you like it or not. If you ignore the future it can easily creep up on you and wreck you.

Ye I was just tryna help u, saying that would've worked on someone bluepilled but clearly you are not. U probs feel rlly demotivated n no energy n all that and I've had that before and the only person who can get u back up on your feet is yourself cuz as an incel irl no one will help you, you're on your own. It's hard but hopefully one day you'll regain your strength.

 

[Newbie17]

 

[OldIncel]

Another troll FBCEO thread

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Another troll FBCEO thread

What exactly makes you think this is a troll

 

[OldIncel]

What exactly makes you think this is a troll

it's blatantly obvious that you're not serious.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

it's blatantly obvious that you're not serious.

It's in Inceldom Discussion. ID is where I make serious posts, OffTopic is where I make shitposts. Look at all my past threads in ID

 

[OldIncel]

It's in Inceldom Discussion. ID is where I make serious posts, OffTopic is where I make shitposts. Look at all my past threads in ID

Ok sure bro.

 

[Deleted member 22999]

I don’t really but sometimes my vision blacks out for like a millisecond and I go weak for a super short amount of time. Usually happens when something surprises me or i lose blood circulation

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I don’t really but sometimes my vision blacks out for like a millisecond and I go weak for a super short amount of time. Usually happens when something surprises me or i lose blood circulation

Oh that happens to me when I get no sleep it's called microsleep

 

[Deleted member 24125]

Sometimes when I'll zone out and think for too long I think too hard and I feel like I'm in a dream and sometimes I even feel physically sick and dizzy. I knew one intelligent person irl once and there was a time when I just had to ask him to stop talking bout dis stuff cuz it makes me feel like I'm just gonna vanish out of existence and loose my conciousness cuz I just stare emptily at people who are apparently living and have a conciousness of their own. I could go into more detail but I don't need to u get the idea.

yes i get this often. thought it was just anxiety

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Ok sure bro.

this kinda stuff just never crosses their mind

 

[Deleted member 25223]

No idea of what you're talking about, consciousness fading away? Never heard of or experienced it.

 

[GoffSystemQB]

Do you have this?

Visual snow syndrome - About the Disease - Genetic and Rare Diseases Information Center

Find symptoms and other information about Visual snow syndrome.

rarediseases.info.nih.gov

Like seeing static at night?

I'm curious because I do and one of the symptoms is detachment / depersonalization.

You can test it here this is something similar to mine:

http://VisionSimulations.com/visual-snow.htm?background=office1.png&density=0.3&speed=10&grainsize=1

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

No and didn't read everything

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Do you have this?

Visual snow syndrome - About the Disease - Genetic and Rare Diseases Information Center

Find symptoms and other information about Visual snow syndrome.

rarediseases.info.nih.gov

Like seeing static at night?

I'm curious because I do and one of the symptoms is detachment / depersonalization.

You can test it here this is something similar to mine:

http://VisionSimulations.com/visual-snow.htm?background=office1.png&density=0.3&speed=10&grainsize=1

Wtf I never knew that was a thing I thought everyone has that.

Btw is this something everyone has or not: you can control how blurry your vision is.

I can't explain it but I can just change my vision and see everything in blurry if I want.

Is that something everyone has?

 

[FinnCel]

I used to when I was super depressed.
Same effect happens when I'm really stoned

 

[GoffSystemQB]

Wtf I never knew that was a thing I thought everyone has that

Nope, buddy boyo. I found out when I started talking about it IRL and I found out that pretty much no one does. Although it's probably underestimated due to how many people not knowing they have it.

I'm going to post a poll on it tomorrow and see how many people on this forum have it and tag a bunch of people. I think it's going to be a lot more than the estimated rates of the disease judging by the old thread @FinnCel (I think it was him) made about it.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I used to when I was super depressed.
Same effect happens when I'm really stoned

Bruh when I smoke weed I never even feel good nor depressed I just feel absolutely nothing and the days after everything feels like a dream. And the weeds meant to b rlly good in my city.

Nope, buddy boyo. I found out when I started talking about it IRL and I found out that pretty much no one does. Although it's probably underestimated due to how many people not knowing they have it.

I'm going to post a poll on it tomorrow and see how many people on this forum have it and tag a bunch of people. I think it's going to be a lot more than the estimated rates of the disease judging by the old thread @FinnCel (I think it was him) made about it.

Are you able to control how blurry your vision is? Or is that just something everyone is able to do.

 

[FinnCel]

Nope, buddy boyo. I found out when I started talking about it IRL and I found out that pretty much no one does. Although it's probably underestimated due to how many people not knowing they have it.

I'm going to post a poll on it tomorrow and see how many people on this forum have it and tag a bunch of people. I think it's going to be a lot more than the estimated rates of the disease judging by the old thread @FinnCel (I think it was him) made about it.

Yes, it was me.
Kinda surprised there are others with that symptom here

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Yes, it was me.
Kinda surprised there are others with that symptom here

Are you also able to control how blurry your vision is? Or is that just something everyone has.

 

[GoffSystemQB]

Are you also able to control how blurry your vision is? Or is that just something everyone has.

I am for a short amount of time although like I'm doing some anime eye focus thing.

 

[FinnCel]

Are you also able to control how blurry your vision is? Or is that just something everyone has.

If I squeeze my eyes with glasses on, yes.
But without glasses, everything gets a bit sharper

 

[Deleted member 22572]

If I squeeze my eyes with glasses on, yes.
But without glasses, everything gets a bit sharper

Oh I don't mean squeezing my eyes or squinting or anything like dat. I can just make me vision go blurry when I want for no reason

 

[FinnCel]

Oh I don't mean squeezing my eyes or squinting or anything like dat. I can just make me vision go blurry when I want for no reason

With just your mind?

 

[Deleted member 22572]

With just your mind?

Ye

 

[MENSA_IQcel]

Sometimes when I'll zone out and think for too long I think too hard and I feel like I'm in a dream and sometimes I even feel physically sick and dizzy. I knew one intelligent person irl once and there was a time when I just had to ask him to stop talking bout dis stuff cuz it makes me feel like I'm just gonna vanish out of existence and loose my conciousness cuz I just stare emptily at people who are apparently living and have a conciousness of their own. I could go into more detail but I don't need to u get the idea.

Also I never do drugs cuz whenever I do I just feel like I'm in a dream the following days/week.

Apparently u get this cuz of anxiety and depression n stuff but I think it might also be related to intelligence because more intelligence = Ur more concious and u need a stronger brain imo to think of this stuff cuz I speak to normies and this kinda stuff just never crosses their mind cuz they are just consumers and will think and do what they're told and they need to die savagely and it's a shame that my blood in the future may have to die with them cuz I am certainly not one of them and my blood is worthy of living in the new world not as a peasant.

It's probably what ((((())))) put in my vaccines or food or water that's suppressing these thoughts from going any deeper.

@Inline-g @MENSA_IQcel @Personalityinkwell @gymletethnicel @mental_out

I know the state you're talking about, and then you kind of have deep thoughts like "holy shit im existing right now".

 

[DameDolla]

I got that alongside multiple personality disorder

 

[Deleted member 21324]

Sometimes when I'll zone out and think for too long I think too hard and I feel like I'm in a dream and sometimes I even feel physically sick and dizzy. I knew one intelligent person irl once and there was a time when I just had to ask him to stop talking bout dis stuff cuz it makes me feel like I'm just gonna vanish out of existence and loose my conciousness cuz I just stare emptily at people who are apparently living and have a conciousness of their own. I could go into more detail but I don't need to u get the idea.

Also I never do drugs cuz whenever I do I just feel like I'm in a dream the following days/week.

Apparently u get this cuz of anxiety and depression n stuff but I think it might also be related to intelligence because more intelligence = Ur more concious and u need a stronger brain imo to think of this stuff cuz I speak to normies and this kinda stuff just never crosses their mind cuz they are just consumers and will think and do what they're told and they need to die savagely and it's a shame that my blood in the future may have to die with them cuz I am certainly not one of them and my blood is worthy of living in the new world not as a peasant.

It's probably what ((((())))) put in my vaccines or food or water that's suppressing these thoughts from going any deeper.

@Inline-g @MENSA_IQcel @Personalityinkwell @gymletethnicel @mental_out

I've been suffering from depersonalization and derealization for about 7 years now, although it has waned considerably since.

I know the state you're talking about, and then you kind of have deep thoughts like "holy shit im existing right now".

I don't know about you but I can't help but feel an overwhelming wave of dread wash over me whilst experiencing it.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I know the state you're talking about, and then you kind of have deep thoughts like "holy shit im existing right now".

Ye

 

[MENSA_IQcel]

Ye

I hate feeling it tbh.

 

[Deleted member 24256]

Yes fam, it's a mad ting innit

 

[Ram Ranch Cowboy]

pls what is cure???

 

[Yerberito]

Im depressive ngl

 

[ShadowTheEdgehog]

Oh I don't mean squeezing my eyes or squinting or anything like dat. I can just make me vision go blurry when I want for no reason

I can do that to. Basically you can flex your eye muscels that Control the shape of your lense.

I also get the Microsleep Thing. I used to think I had strokes back in HS, but it was just extreme Sleep deprivation.

I don’t really but sometimes my vision blacks out for like a millisecond and I go weak for a super short amount of time. Usually happens when something surprises me or i lose blood circulation

Yeah, got that in HS, in class. My head would fall Forward and I would black out for a Moment. Like someone rammed a needle in my brain.
I would feel weak, tired afterwards.
Of Course nobody gave a fuck, not my parents, no teachers. Just see your Student have something that Looks like a stroke and do Nothing Theory.
It was just Sleep deprivation.
At the time I thought it was a stroke. I was hoping it was a brain tumor though, so I could die without having to put shame on my parents.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Of Course nobody gave a fuck, not my parents, no teachers. Just see your Student have something that Looks like a stroke and do Nothing Theory.

This. I remember my teachers would do fuck all but the teacher always b like "are you ok?" When a chadlite just b rubbing his eyes or stretching or tired.

 

[ShadowTheEdgehog]

This. I remember my teachers would do fuck all but the teacher always b like "are you ok?" When a chadlite just b rubbing his eyes or stretching or tired.

Yes. 100%. I came to School Looking like death for years. Pale, sick, eyerings. Would collapse on my desk on a regular Basis. I would hold my fucking breath to stay awake. I had terrible posture etc.... Basically I looked like I just escaped from Dachau.

Nobody ever said a single fucking Thing. I only got derogatory comments at times.

But when stacy and chad looked tired after fucking and drinking on vacation or after the week end, they always got some concerned words
"damn, you look tired"
"everything ok, Looks like you partied hard"
"ok, you partied Right? but besides that everything is ok? just asking, you look really finished"

Meanwhile the truecels in the last row had do deal with Skin issues and abuse from their parents.
One kid had a fucking scar on his chest, he got a heart Operation as a Baby. They cut open his entire ripcage and opened his ass like a Saloon door.
Thats why the scar was only a few Inches Long, Baby ripcage size.
You think anyone ever said anything nice to that guy? About his Health? If everything is alright?

But tall and Broad chad gets asked if hes doing well every Monday.
And every Monday he smirks sheepishly, like he is remembering the wild taboo shit that went down during the Weekend and says "yee, im ok he he".

For years I hoped I would die or suddenly cough up blood or something. But at some Point you realize they dont give a fuck.
I remember injuring myself during PE and People just laughed at me.
I fucked up a jump over a big wodden object and slammed into it with my knee, did a roll and crashed on the other side.
My knee could've been shattered, my kneecap broken, my arm, my neck...
They fucking laughed.

I remember in gradeschool, the biggest kid in class fucked up a similar jump and started crying. Everybody comforted him.
He also bullied me, gave me a concussion. Go figure.

 

[SUFFARI]

Yeah it sucks ass