Witchy_hyena
Banned
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- Joined
- Jan 9, 2020
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I know im basically fucked and im bound to dissapoint everyone who ever cared about me cause they dont wanna see my existance for what it is and they shun the blackpill
I should rlly have roped a long time ago rationally thinking but i cant i just get drunk and do drugs to feel more comfortable with myself yet i still have this feeling of unescapable doom . and now that ive been doing this for 11yrs ive had 3mental breakdowns was also in asylums several times etc and in the end i dont wanna rope i want to embrace the shadow in me and become the animal i was destined to be become insane and even if i become demented ive known and saw the truth and stuck it out without just quitting
Also to anyone whos suicidal here
Dont see this as im judging i fully understand because ive thought bout it many times
But i cant i just cant do it call me a coward or watever . i always went towards booze and downers instead and tried to kms with them but dat didnt rlly work yet
I should rlly have roped a long time ago rationally thinking but i cant i just get drunk and do drugs to feel more comfortable with myself yet i still have this feeling of unescapable doom . and now that ive been doing this for 11yrs ive had 3mental breakdowns was also in asylums several times etc and in the end i dont wanna rope i want to embrace the shadow in me and become the animal i was destined to be become insane and even if i become demented ive known and saw the truth and stuck it out without just quitting
Also to anyone whos suicidal here
Dont see this as im judging i fully understand because ive thought bout it many times
But i cant i just cant do it call me a coward or watever . i always went towards booze and downers instead and tried to kms with them but dat didnt rlly work yet