
Star Keirmer
OCDcel
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- Joined
- Jun 22, 2025
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I've been suffering from paranoidal OCD basically since i gained consciousness but it has been getting much worse for the past year to the point where i can barely do anything without triggering paranoia. The thought of cleaning my PC dreads me because what if i accidentally break something even though i built and disassembled it on several occasions before without any accidents? I have no means of getting a new PC if something bad happens. The thought of even trying to score a foid seems so unreachable and otherworldly, because managing these thoughts while also having a spoiled adult child by your side will drive anyone insane.
Imagine having to dependend on goy farma for the rest of your life. What do i do in a nuclear apocalypse scenario? Might aswell just do an hero. People like me never survived before like 1960sinb4 just take meds schizo