erenyeager
Taking a big huge fucking Crap
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Thansk for advice brocel
Thansk for advice brocel
Since we were born, tbhWe do life on hard mode
This does not matter because today only chads, foids and "positive discriminated" like fags get work effortlessly while an incel would need networks of favors (I don't know the phrase in English) to get work.my grades are awful
Why would I be terrified? The Ultimate End Goal for Incels is Obvious, You die Alone (Wherever that may be.), With no Friends, No Family, No Kids, and anything you own will get repossessed by some fucking strangers you never met, or the State to be either be discarded or auction off.Anyone else terrified of their own future?
It takes a special type of low testosterone nerd to sit down for 8-12 hours a day and stare at a screen punching in code all day.
Tbh, and it only gets worseI am now living the future I feared when young.
Gets harder to cope everydayWho wouldn't be?
We are incels. No one wants to be with us and back us up.
We are all alone against everything.
There isn't any good future for us.
What happens if we run out of money? We don't have a committed individual to help us.
We do life on hard mode, and we have reasons to be terrified of our future.
Because that is an awful future, don't you think? How do you manage to just accept that? It's a huge suifuel for meWhy would I be terrified? The Ultimate End Goal for Incels is Obvious, You die Alone (Wherever that may be.), With no Friends, No Family, No Kids, and anything you own will get repossessed by some fucking strangers you never met, or the State to be either be discarded or auction off.
Society never gave a shit about us, This Society is falling apart. So I guess it gets what it deserves.
Knowing How I am ultimately going to end, and knowing that any contribution I decide to make to society will ultimately be plundered and the credit taken by some other piece of Normie filfth who wants Clout, Why would I ever be scared of the future?
It is not awful to me because I can am now aware of it and realize that I am truly free to do what I want without any consideration for what happens after I die. What am I going to have once I die? Nothing. Therefore how other trash Normies in this society respond to what I do in this lifetime is meaningless.Tbh, and it only gets worse
Gets harder to cope everyday
Because that is an awful future, don't you think? How do you manage to just accept that? It's a huge suifuel for me
Ill be d3d soom. Hope i can find someone to get all my stuff. Otherwise it's random gifts for those fast enough to grab it.
Whatever
From what i heard, you're are already very rich. Bit of a greedy cunt ain't ya?@Emba can I have all your stuff ?
Wtf I never said I was richFrom what i heard, you're are already very rich
You said it was first come first serve. Bit of a greedy cunt ain't ya?
Someone else said it about you...Wtf I never said I was rich
You said it was first come first serve
Someone else said it about you...
Yeah 1st - 1st... After im ded.
I dont know about that nigga, i prefer to wait it out tbh till death gets you through natural means.. unless i get paid ?..?Unless you want to make me d3d? Maybe we can work something out?
PM me address so we can meet and get a will done.You live in burgerland near east ok?
Did you get it doneTerrible rumors
No but it can be done. We just need to get organized with a deadset plan.Did you get it done
See you tomorrowNo but it can be done. We just need to get organized with a deadset plan.
Gonna need address first boyoSee you tomorrow
???See you tomorrow
I’m exactly like you,a low iq retard mentalcel, I’m not gonna Kill myself though, I’ll just wait in pain foreverTLDR at the end
First off, I'm a low IQ subhuman mentalcel.
I'm currently at a medicine university but I'm a complete failure, my grades are awful. I never studied in my life before getting to uni, I always managed to find my way through somehow, but it is not working here. I'd legit prefer some physical tortures than studying, there is nothing I hate more than doing it, not even close. How can people be ok with spending hours reading the same shit over and over again and still not be able remember everything about it? And even if you manage to grasp a lot of it, you'll just end up forgetting a couple days later. That shit just makes me so anxious it is unreal.
I also can't overlook details I don't fully understand, and since we can never truly get 100% of what we're studying I always end up doing 0 progress. I'm gonna give an example, it's kind of dumb (very dumb actually) but it will give a better idea of what I'm talking about. If I read this phrase while studying about juices, " for instance, orange juice is made from oranges", let's suppose I don't know what an orange is, I can tell it is a fruit since I'm studying about juices but I still can't keep on going because now this doubt about what is an orange will keep lingering on the back of my head. So I stop studying about juices and go look into about oranges, and again I read another phrase "orange is a fruit that comes from a tree". Ok, but what exactly is an orange tree? So again I'll make another detour on my studies to look into orange trees.
So basically, my anxiety to know 100% about every single thing I'm studying makes me lose my main track, I always end up with a wide net of topics and never fully grasp even the basics of any of them, always ending up frustrated and anxious.
Also, there is so many extra things you need to do for your resume it is absurd, so much academic shit you're basically forced to do even though when you become a medic most won't work in this academic area, and I still haven't even begun. I've zero motivation for anything, not that it would matter anyway with how incompetent I am.
Talking about motivation, the main problem I have is related to mentalceldom. Why would I put the effort into a career if I will always be unhappy because of how socially retarded I am? I cannot make close relationships no matter how hard I try, and my 3/10 face and gay ass voice just makes it even worse. Seriously, I'm confident I'll end up killing myself just by how the pain that this loneliness causes gets worse everyday. It is so frustranting to suck at something so basic, I can't even talk to cashiers while buying stuff whithout stuttering or being plain weird.
All of this just makes me dread my future, I know I'm heading to a trainwreck professionally and socially. We all jest here about suicide a lot, but when this fear gets worse within me, knowing that I can kill myself genuinely calms me down. The first time it happened it even scared me, made me realize how lost and fucked up I am.
TLDR: My academic/professional incompetence due to low IQ, social retardation and loneliness due to mentalcedom and 3.5/10 subhuman body makes me dread my future so much that knowing I can kill myself when I'm unable to take it anymore genuinely calms me down
I wanna dance in the ashes of the worldI am really excited for collapse of civilization too. I am not even afraid of dying at this point. I just wanna see the world burn.
Not at all, the entire future of the current world and civilization is internal collapse, horrific violence, chaos, war, endless slaughter, insurrection, mass death, or social upheaval.
The future has never looked so great or promising for me, scratching at the complete bottom of life over here everything is looking on the up concerning the future, can't wait to enjoy me some spoils. Having nothing to lose I have everything to gain once the global tribulation finally arrives. (We're getting closer with each passing week.
So fckin lifefuel! We will rise again!!!Not at all, the entire future of the current world and civilization is internal collapse, horrific violence, chaos, war, endless slaughter, insurrection, mass death, or social upheaval.
The future has never looked so great or promising for me, scratching at the complete bottom of life over here everything is looking on the up concerning the future, can't wait to enjoy me some spoils. Having nothing to lose I have everything to gain once the global tribulation finally arrives. (We're getting closer with each passing week.)